( Private [Poem, left in notebook], but can be seen by Mark or Theo, if they want to )

Typist: This is a Mark/Milli log (with Elphie at the end) from this night... Mun knowledge only, Milli'd kill me if I let the chars now. And might for letting the muns.

( Mark and Millicent log )

I am probably not going to be in the chat tonight, and if I am, it will not be until after... 11:30 EST, I'm told- about eight hours from when I am writing this. I am hoping that I'll be able to come in earlier, but apparently, there's very little chance.

I hope I don't miss much.

I really need to sit down and think about... things, but I can't bring myself to tonight.

Maybe this will do something to take my mind off of it. Here you go, Mark, as told.

( Survey-thing )

Should've known better than to relax... should've known better than to stop looking out for it.

Goddamn owls. Each one should be bloodily murdered.

No, don't blame the owls, don't shoot the messanger (or strangle as the case may be). Not the owl's fault.

...I don't feel well. Maybe I'll skip the chat tonight and try to sleep.

Last night was... a really bad night. Ask someone else for details about the chat. I don't think everything sunk in in time for me to understand what was happening.

After I left, and went to bed, however...

I just keep telling myself the gun wasn't loaded. The handcuffs were real, but the gun wasn't loaded and he couldn't find the bullets. It ( Read more... )

Typist: Yes, I know it's not midnight. But when Milli wasn't letting me sleep last night, it WAS midnight. So. Feel free to ignore this. This is her being very worried and crazy due to two days with no contact with 'anyone who matters'. Her words not mine. I don't even think she realizes I'm putting this up, so...When I was three, I didn't think I' ( Read more... )

I don't have much time.

My typist is an idiot and got herself punished, so she's rushing me on to say I won't be here properly till Tuesday night.

If something passes I need to see, tell me when I get back, please?

Well, it turns out I'm going to be in the chat after all. Hmm. As much as I was hoping to avoid whatever they come up with tonight, I am glad I can talk to... people ( Read more... )

I think I realized how I could fall asleep in the chat three nights in a row and still feel tired the next day- I don't sleep when I get into bed. Not that I ever really have, but...

Right. Anyhow. I doubt I'll be making it into the chat at all tonight, except possibly a quick stop to say hello. Thankfully. My typist's decided tonight is a ' ( Read more... )