why?

"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how.
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
And after all, you're my wonderwall.

...I don't beleive that anybody feels the way I do, about you now."

i want to feel something again.
i want to feel ANYTHING. and i want it more than anything.

"And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we left our love in our summer skin"

i just had all four of my wisdom teeth CUT OUT OF MY JAW yesterday. hurts a lot. at least i get some pain meds though. very nice. about to go take one right now so i can pass out in about an hour. being on liquids and squishy things is a good diet.. ive lost like five pounds in two days. haha. too bad i <3 real food too much to keep it that way. ( Read more... )

i think i might reinstall my sims and sit on my ass all day and do that.

single again...

=/ i want school to start. omfg i remember like a month ago how happy i was it was over and now i wanna go back? sick.

well i think thats it for now.

_jes

today has left me a sad motherfucking panda. a sad confused panda.

update

mmm. it has been a good morning already.
=)
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i know something you dont knowwwwwww!
or do you?

;)

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