My new love will be that for peotry, especially for Jim Morrison's poetry. Its so good on so many levels ( Read more... )

Love is not based on worth, no one is dying from this.

Well still my world is upside down, but not totally. I'm turning it around to suit myself ( Read more... )

Written into my private journal on Saturday October 30, 2004
Tonight was the Halloween Carnival at New Horizons, I did the face painting booth for a while. Steven couldn't come and hang out because he had no way there. Em and James couldn't go either, but Jackie came for a while and I was really grateful that she came too. Tomarrow is Halloween, ( Read more... )

This is the first time I skipped a class this year. The only reason why is because I just didn't feel like going, besides if I only skip once in a while I won't get too used to it. Besides this is the first class I've missed this year ( Read more... )

Well Steven and I are no longer going out, but we're going to be friends. Whatever that means. Then again girls are allowed to make it obvious that they still want to be together and apparently guys aren't. Stupid human phyci or whatever its called. I hate it when I'm doing or saying something and Paul just puts his phyciatric imput into whatever I ( Read more... )

He gets detention, doesn't tell me (as far as I knew detention was at the benches by the student union) and then yells at me. I fucking swear. I hate this. I need to get away.

So... Steven did not eat lunch with me, Steven, your time is running out. You have two days left and two lunches that we still need to spend together. I'm starting to get a little annoyed now. You know, kinda out of the fact that out of this week we really only hung out Monday night and now Wensday is coming to a close. Same with last week. Seeing ( Read more... )

Lets see, not mauch happened since Monday. Today is Wensday (aren't I observant?). I get paid today, (Hurrah!) and tomarrow I am going to buy a snake! Which will be fun. I can't wait. It will give me another pet to watch over and give me some kind of feeling of something to depend on since snakes tend to live for awhile. The other pet I have is a ( Read more... )

Okay, so a lot of shit has been going on, yet somehow I've managed to deal with out ending up in an asylum. I spent a good period of time this weekend alone in my room crying and listening to music. Then I realized that I can't just sit there and feel sorry for myself and I got up, washed my face, straightened my posture and continued to make ( Read more... )