I'm a girl. I have a boyfriend. I love him. But I can't help but think I might like girls. But then again, I don't know that I like them more than guys. I find girl-girl relationships very fascinating and interesting. I must be bisexual. But people say you're not bi unless you've done it with another girl or dated another girl or kissed one ( Read more... )

i'm tempted to delete this journal. give me a reason not to.

I need to quit smoking. It's not like I need it (or am I in denial here?), but I really like it. I'm so nervous lately with all I've been going through. I have 3 empty packs in my room. That's 60 cigarettes. That's way too many cigarettes.

What to do.

I think I'm going to go have a cigarette.

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i am forgetting about this journal again. well i don't have any friends really. Add me! Add me!

Blah, I feel so WEIRD right now. Why? I had some weird episode with my boyfriend earlier today. And I cried. I just had some of my worst memories all floor me all at once. I didn't need that, but it's okay. I'll be okay ( Read more... )

I just got this journal and I'm already neglecting it. Shame on me. I've been pretty busy lately with my boyfriend and with drama. I hate drama.

I appologize for the bitchy and whiney tone of my journal thus far. I know I haven't written much, but when I took up this journal, I was passing through some difficult times ( Read more... )

I need to quit smoking. Half the time, I feel like I don't even want to, but I do it anyway. I'm still a relatively light smoker. So when I finish my two packs I'll quit. I hope.

i'm a hermit. what to do? i guess it's just a phase. i had a good day all in all.

i don't think this journal is working out. i'll try to stick it out. i guess i'm just too paranoid. i wanted this to escape, but i can't let myself go.

what to do? what to do?

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