the wonders of the internets. i just found this its a PDF, BTW

its old. but still relevant.
and i hope that guy burns in hell.

and now the paranoia sets in.
lets see how it goes.

i just have to tell myself things will get better when i am in wisconsin.
until then, i will continue this drinking binge i am on.
my middle name should have been "hell bent on destruction"

fuck valentines day. fuck this stupid corporate holiday. fuck the cold. fuck this apartment. fuck owing money to anyone. fuck jobs. fuck customers. fuck being 600 miles away. fuck tennessee. fuck friends with significant others. fuck happy couples. fuck normal couples. fuck waiting. fuck moochers. fuck happiness. fuck cars that start breaking. fuck ( Read more... )

its so strange the way we seem to be making the same mistakes over and over. the way we cant seem to break the endless cycle. what happens if we did? would things get better? or worse ( Read more... )

i want to be a roller derby girl SO BAD.
but i am moving in some months. and i dont want to train and move.
and i am a pussy and getting hurt would make me cry. bad.

all of my cigarette packs say wisconsin on the bottom of them ( Read more... )

i just came home from a week in wisconsin ( Read more... )

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?: stupid mirror. and wow my hair looks silly ( Read more... )

it turns out i didnt die.
i just moved out.
thats all.