OF COURSE I should be studying right now...

[smilingcolbers]

I wish we could all just take control of our emotions. Anger I can harness by justifying what makes me angry, that's why you'll rarely see me angry. But disappointment, sadness, and hurt... I just can't seem to get around them lately. The worst part about it is that I feel like I used to be able to. I never had to deal with some of the things I've

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[drewptwo]

Colby you have every right not to want to forgive anymore. As far as Chase goes if he can't be himself around you and his friends then he doesn't deserve you. You are one of the sweetest, nicest people I know and don't let anybody ruin that.

[lisahermie]

Maybe these changes in the way you view things have not hurt your character, but rather have changed and matured it. Maybe it is not a good thing to look at everything and everyone you meet through rose colored glasses...you can only be dissapointed so many times before those glasses begin to fog. Maybe it is good to look at things and people and situations from many different viewpoints, this does not mean you are a pessimist, nor does it mean you will continue to be an optimist, but you may find that you will grow into a well-rounded mature individual who has learned to accept the good with the bad and maybe even expect both from everyone...

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[smilingcolbers]

Like you said: maybe...