I don't think I've really changed ( Read more... )

I just want to lay in my bed
and cry
until the semester is over.
I'm so overwhelmed.

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I'm overworking myself
and I don't know how much
longer I can handle it
physically
mentally
emotionally.
But I can't just quit.
I can't just give up,
even though I would love to.
Too many expectations
I don't know
if I can live up to them.
I'm not secure enough
with myself.
I'm carrying too much
and dropping everything.

You are just an illusion ( Read more... )

信じられる日まで
この震える声から歌ってみる

It's not that I don't know the words
It's that I'm afraid to say them.
Everything around me is falling apart.
Every piece of me is breaking.
I'm losing who I thought I was
and doing what I never thought I would.
In these months
I have become
Beyond your comprehension.
But I am more real now
than I have ever been.

It's all too much.
I don't know how to live in this world.

Living means having to embrace ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.
Why does it have to be this way?