self-indulgent

[smiley845]

I know, I know.  It's a time of giving thanks and being grateful and
love and blah blah blah.  But today I keep thinking about all that I
wish were different.  I have to constantly stop and argue with myself.

"I wish I were thin and fit and didn't struggle with food." 
  "But you are healthy and strong, and it's perfectly withing your capacity to DO

Comments

[stenodork]

i got your reference.
i need to do this but i just CAN'T FIND THE TIME AND SPACE

[sayvandalay]

I would give up being thin in an INSTANT if the trade off was that I was healthy and strong.