sometimes i wonder
;;;why is he still with me?
;;;how did i get him
;;;why i have hame
;;;if something went wrong
;;;why he loves me
;;;what i did that was so great to get him
;;;that i don't deserve him
;;;that hes too good for me
;;;that maybe, its just how its suppose to be
;;;;maybe

so, i've updated quite a bit lately. its probably just me being too lazy and sick to do something else? Dima is in Conneticuit. Apparently hes been there for almost a week? Idk. Sad day though. When he gets back we're hanging out I believe. He called me today when I was with Joe and said he was going to the mall. He gotted me sunglassessss:) Te ( Read more... )

welp, all that pain i was going through ended up being strep. beautiful. right? worng. it hurt like a bia. now that i'm on pills however i'm feeling much better. i may attempt to even go out tonight...OoOoOO. iT KInda sucks b/c right b4 I got strep i was starting to go out everynight. thats what always happens with me though...once summer is ( Read more... )

i wish i could sleep through the night.
my throat is killing me.
if someone at work doesn't take my PM shift today I think I will kill someone.
I need to go to the Dr.
And I will go and then go to sleep.
So hopefully I can get better.
Because I am in so much pain that I want to curl up into a ball and cry.
Goodbye.

i really like sister hazel, the band.

So, this is going to be another update in the past 2 or 3 days. Nothing really to say. I hung out with Kyle today. It was quite fun. We drove a lot. And I had a good time. And I'm hoping we hang out again real soon. Mayber we'll do something tomorrow or the next day. Idk, but its nice to have someone to talk to. It was cool ( Read more... )

So, it seems as though everyone and their mother decided to update well i was on vaca in NY? Lovely folks, LOVELY ( Read more... )

so, i was going to post an entry about my summer ( Read more... )

i wish my life were going as great as everyone elses.

do us all a favor

and shoot yourself in the face

please and thank you