mentally exhausted

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I'm not diggin' on this feeling. It's a sort of, "outta sorts", "depressed", "unsettled", "weepy", and "confused". Why, you may ask. Well, it could be the rain, it could be my lack of success regarding dieting, it could be work and the constant pressure to perform, it could be I need a change. I'm not really sure, but something's gotta give. So

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[m_tree21]

aww.. Diane honey if you leave hollywood i think i'll cry.. but then again, you have to do whats best for you, and thats totally understandable. I try to be there for you as much as possible to help out when you are getting nagged but i guess it just isn't enough :( oh well.. i think we all need a change of pace once in a while.

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Matty, you are always there for me...Whenever I call, you answer...whenever I act ridiculous, you laugh.....whenever I wet myself (from laughing so hard), you tell me to go clean up (lol...jk...I don't really wet myself). You are a rock and I appreciate you so much. Sometimes I just don't feel adequate in this job. I'm not a really big "seller", it's just not in my nature. I want to have fun and enjoy the customers (yes, I said it, they are customers!!!!). I love interacting with all of my co-workers (especially you!). Like I said, I'm just outta sorts (or, should I say, sorta outta it?) Keep up the good work and thanks for decorating for me today, I'm glad to know it's done, but I know it really put you and Teresa behind on returns. I hated doing it, but I felt so much pressure to do something, anything, to promote sales. Thanks again, my sweet, dear friend.

[izziemae]

diane~ I hope everything turns around for you pretty soon. Life has a funny way of turning upside down when we least expect it and it throws us off. I am sure you are going to be fine though. There are so many people out there who care and love you very much and would be there in a heartbeat for you. Good luck with the new job and if it is meant to be, it will happen(as lizzie always tells me). I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

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Thanks for your concern, Izziemae. I forget that these silly notes go out to people to read. I just felt I needed the therapy in writing my thoughts down. I'm having a darn hard time writing my cover letter to my resume. I don't think an employer would look too kindly on..."Hey, dumb ass, HIRE ME!" Of course, some of the other letters I've sent out didn't get much of a response, so maybe I should try it. I'm into doing new things.

Nah, I'll stick to the old fashion way.."PLEASE HIRE ME, IF YOU WANT?"....(lol)

Thanks again....