so im done with the movie in a week. good. it needs to hurry up and be done. im getting really sick of it. itll be weird to be back in normal life again. this has been all ive known for the last 4 or 5 months of my life.
i have this horrible feeling of sarrow or dread deep down inside of me. i dont know what its from, but i know its not good.

welp, i just bought plane tickets to austin to see nevic for thanksgiving. ill be there for two weeks. leaving on november 20th, and returning on december 4th. good times to be had.
hopefully i can kill some french bastards today (evan especially).
i miss you all (especially you<3), and hope to see you soon,
dave

i dont know why this is bothering me. it shouldnt. maybe it should. i dont know. sometimes things bother me and i just dont say anything. why? fucked if i know. i think im afraid of the way that it will come across if i bring them up and how they will make other people feel. fuck it. nevermind. im probably just being selfish.

and so weve hit the downward slope. bout six weeks left till i get my life back. fuck. thatll be weird. thank god.

my head hurts so fucking bad. im sick right now and i feel like dieing.

i didnt sleep last night because i couldnt. instead, i drank wine and painted. so today at work, i slept alot. i had this crazy dream about my dad. we got in a horrible fight about money and he said that i thought he was a failure fuck up. or something like that. and somehow, it took place at the studio. he was having a big family get together ( Read more... )

well, im back from mexico for a few days. evan came down with me this week and applied at the studio to be an extra. he got hired too. hes gonna be a french sailor ( Read more... )

god damn, i cant believe its already wednesday. this week has gone by so fast. work has been going pretty well, im enjoying it. today we did a storm scene and got blasted by 1000s of gallons of cold filthy water all day. it was fun though ( Read more... )

i found out what happens when i dont drink coffee for a day. i sleep all day and dream about riding a maroon motercycle. yep.

welp, im goin to mexico. ill be back in a couple months. ill miss ya all. yep. bye.