Feb 12, 2009 14:31
Olivia had somehow made it into a cab, given the driver Alex's address and was now sitting in her lobby. The security guard was none too pleased. She wiped the sweat and tears from her face, trying her best to look decent...normal.
Alex stumbled a little through the door, barely looking at the people around her, not sure she wanted them to see her looking so awful. She made her way to the elevator and pressed the button, sighing as she waited.
Olivia looked up from the floor, noticing Alex. "Alex!"
Alex whipped around, her eyes wide, her mouth open slightly. She'd definitely not been expecting this. In fact, she'd more or less been expecting to never speak to Olivia again. Which, she realized, was ridiculous since they worked together.
Olivia got up from the chair she'd been sitting in. Walking over to the lawyer. "Alex please don't run this time." She let out a soft laugh.
Alex gazed at her for a long moment, her mouth snapping shut, her eyes no longer wide. She heard the elevator ping and slide open behind her. She turned to look at it, almost longingly before she finally looked back at Olivia. "Alright...but not here..." She led the way into the elevator.
Olivia let out a sigh, following her into the elevator. She went to stand at the back, away from Alex.
Alex pressed the button for her floor and waited, not really sure what to say, what to do. She couldn't even bring herself to even look at Olivia.
Olivia stared at the carpet, counting the floors as the elevator climbed. She wasn't really sure if she should have come.
Alex fidgeted slightly in the elevator and when it finally got to her floor, she practically raced down the hall to her room.
Olivia hesitated, wanting to push the button taking her back to the lobby...but she didn't. She followed Alex, pausing when she reached the door.
Alex unlocked the door and glanced back at Olivia to make sure she would follow her inside.
Olivia entered the apartment, immediately overwhelmed. The smell of the blonde overtook her.
Alex sighed and motioned to the couch. "You can sit if you want." She made her way to the kitchen. "I'm going to grab water. Do you want anything?"
Olivia just sat down, not speaking .She was almost positive that if she spoke the lawyer would snap.
Alex grabbed a glass of water. Not hearing a response from the detective, she peaked into the living room to check on her. "Liv? Did...did you want something to drink?"
Olivia shook her head no. She willed herself to focus on something, anything to make this easier.
Alex nodded slowly and went back in the kitchen. She guzzled down her glass of water, breathing in deeply before she finally went back into the living room. She wasn't quite sure where to sit and instead, she managed to make things more awkward by pacing slightly.
"Alex..." Olivia's voice was barely audible, it was throaty. Her mouth felt like cotton as she tried to form a coherent sentence, failing miserably.
Alex sighed heavily and finally locked her gaze on Olivia. She shook her head for a moment. "Sorry." She mumbled, finally taking a seat in the recliner near the couch, her gaze once more dropping to the floor.
"What's wrong Alex?" Her pitch changing rapidly, nervously.
Alex bit her lip, finally fixing her gaze on Olivia, her eyes watery again. "What happened...what you heard..." She shook her head again. "I'm sorry."
"I did not hear anything Alex." Her voice suddenly stable and firm.
Alex could feel the tears running down her cheeks. "Then why would you pull back like that, and right after I...oh God." She covered her mouth with her hand.
"What in the hell are you talking about?" She shifted her weight on the leather sofa.
Her voice was barely above a whisper. "Number one, you should know better than to lie to an attorney. Number two, I moaned, and I know you heard it." She dropped her face into her palms, unable to look at the detective any longer.
"Moaned?" Olivia put on a shocked expression, choosing to ignore the blonde's assumption.
Alex sobbed into her hands. "Either admit you heard it or get out. But don't drag this out for me any longer. I can't take it."
"You know what Alex? I really don't understand what's going on!"
"Olivia..." She shook her head and finally lifted her face from her palms. "I moaned. And I know you heard it. Because you pulled back when you did. I saw the look on your face. Don't lie to me. Don't deny it. Just admit it so that we can get it out in the open and maybe I can get over it without having to ask for a transfer."
"A transfer?! Alex I thought I fucking hurt you!" She yelled, cringing at her own tone.
"Oh God." Alex dropped her face into her palms again. "You didn't hurt me." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "You...you turned me on."
"What?" her voice was softer now, almost nonexistent.
Alex was crying again and she continued to mumble into her palms. "I-I'm sorry. It's just...your hand...on my leg..." She shook her head.
Olivia stood, walking over to Alex, stooping to the same position she had at the bench. She placed her hand on her leg, rubbing.
Alex jumped back, slightly startled, her hands falling from her face as she gazed at Olivia, beyond confused.
"Did I do something wrong?" Her eyebrow raised in a now familiar pattern.
Alex gazed at her, slowly scooting back a little closer to Olivia. "N-no...”
Olivia replaced her hand continuing to rub. She was gentle and slow. She stared deep into the Blue eyes above her, never losing contact.
Alex gazed at her and finally shut her eyes, allowing herself to enjoy the contact, she moaned softly.
"What about this made you upset? It’s just a massage, besides your leg is hurt."
Alex opened her eyes and gazed at her again. "It turns me on Olivia." She finally stated, gaining confidence. "You turn me on."
Olivia momentarily stopped, staring at Alex. "But your leg...I thought..?"
Alex swallowed hard. "My legs do hurt. They always do after a jog. But after one with you...well let's just say the ache..." Her voice trailed off and she shook her head. "Nevermind. I-I'm sorry...You should go."
"I'm not leaving."
"Why not?"
"What were you going to say?"
"Nothing. It's not important." Alex shook her head, trying to shake away the thought with it.
"ALEX!" Olivia found her voice overbearing.
Alex gazed at her, eyes slightly wide, voice lost.
She took a breath, calming herself." Alex please..."
Alex calmed herself slightly. "My legs do ache." She murmured, her gaze locked on some point above Olivia's head. "But the ache between them is where I find my focus when you're around..."
"Care to explain Counselor?" Olivia started to rub again, going further up this time. Yet still glaring at the younger women.
Alex swallowed hard, trying to maintain her focus. "Olivia...you turn me on, alright? Everything about you, your smile, your walk, sometimes even when you just look at me."
Olivia found her hand getting dangerously close to Alex's center. "You’re gorgeous."
Alex bit back a moan as she gazed at Olivia, unable to speak, barely able to think. She could not believe this was happening the way it was.
"Alex, what about in the park...you were walking funny..." Olivia inched her hand even closer, massaging the muscles.
Alex gazed at her, her voice slightly weak. "Please don't make me answer that."
"I just want to know where to rub Al..."
"I-I..." Alex swallowed hard, her voice soft. "I really need to shower. I'm sweaty and gross."
Olivia pulled back, she was hurt. "O-okay."
Alex rose from the chair, beginning to walk back to the bathroom. She turned to glance over her shoulder, noting the look on Olivia's face. "I didn't say you couldn't join me..." And without waiting for a response, she continued walking.
Olivia was shocked, but none the less she followed the blonde.
Alex turned on the water and waited, no longer sure of what to do anymore.
"Alex?" Olivia mumbled, unsure if she was heard over the water.
Alex swallowed hard. "Yeah?"
"What's going on?"
"Wh-what do you mean?"
"I mean with your leg, you’re still walking funny." This was a lie and it sounded dumb to her own ears.
Alex gazed at her for a long moment and finally, slowly, started to remove her shirt.
Olivia held her breath. "Alex...what's wrong?"
"Nothing..." Alex tugged her shirt off and dropped it to the floor beside her.
"What about your leg?" Olivia wasn't going to let it go, she was actually worried.
"My leg is fine." She moved to tug her sports bra off.
Olivia turned around, figuring that it was the proper thing to do. "What?"
"Olivia..." Alex practically whispered her name as she dropped her bra to the ground. "My leg is fine." She began to tug her leggings off.
"What do you mean, you’re walking like a pirate Alex!" She was still facing the wall.
Alex sighed. "You know as well as I do that I'm not." Her leggings made a dull plop as they hit the ground. "Do you plan to join me or not?" She whispered.
Olivia slowly turned around, staring at the perfect body in front of her. Her eyes glued to every inch of alabaster skin.
Alex slid her fingers under the waistband of her panties and slowly, tugged them down her long legs.
"Jesus." Olivia inhaled loudly. Her body immediately reacting to the visual.
Alex let her underwear fall to the floor, stepping out of them. She gazed at Olivia. "Join me or not...your choice..."
Olivia pulled off her own shirt, followed by the rest of her garments. She still stared at Alex.
Alex gazed at the tanned body before her, her breath catching in her throat. "Wow..."
"Hmm?"
"You...you're beautiful."
Olivia blushed, slowly removing her underwear.
Alex gazed at her and very slowly, stepped into the shower.
Olivia followed, shivering slightly.
Alex watched the water begin to flow over Olivia's body, some of it beading on her skin. She swallowed hard and stepped towards her, her arms wrapping around her neck.
Olivia first felt Alex's breast touch her own, then she felt the water as it pounded against her skin. She wasn't sure how hot the water truly was, she knew she was burning.
Alex pressed their bodies together, a dull moan escaping her lips, a chill running down her spine.
Olivia brushed the hair out of the younger women's eyes. She poured everything she had into the stare they currently had. She pushed the blonde against the cool tile wall, kissing her hard.
Alex moaned loudly, her hands clutching almost desperately at Olivia's back, her body on fire.
Olivia could barely feel the water; she could feel Alex, only Alex. She moaned with each scratch that was created by her lover's fingernails. She pushed her tongue past the blonde's lips.
Alex gasped, her tongue pressing against Olivia's as her hips began to grind against her lover.
Olivia pushed her thigh between Alex's legs. Rubbing roughly “How is the leg?" she managed to moan.
Alex gasped. "Fine." She managed to breathe out, her hips moving against Olivia's thigh.
Olivia could feel Alex's liquid seep onto her already wet thigh. She could feel Alex's breasts against hers. She could feel the hot water pound against her, in sync with her heart.
Alex moaned louder, face dropping against Olivia's shoulder as she continued to grind harder and harder against her, needing her, craving her.
Olivia moved her right hand down Alex's slick water covered front. Without hesitating she inserted one finger, moaning at what she found, how tight, how wet she was.
Alex whimpered, her hips bucking harder, begging Olivia to go deeper inside her. "Liv!" She panted out.
Olivia inserted another finger, only allowing both to be barely in. She was teasing her, she was loving it.
Alex moaned."Liv...please..."
Olivia barely went deeper, she thrusted lightly. She nibbled on the blonde's ear before moving down to work on her neck
Alex whimpered softly, simultaneously loving and hating the teasing. She wanted more, she wanted all that Olivia would give her. "Liv..." She breathed out.
"Hmm?" Olivia slowly allowed her thumb to swipe across the younger women's clit.
Alex gasped, her body jerking from the minimal contact. "More..." She groaned, barely able to speak.
Olivia only went slightly deeper, but she thrusted harder.
Alex moaned loudly. "Fuck...Liv..." Her hips thrust against Olivia, her body pulsating.
Olivia inserted another finger as she bit down on the Blonde's neck. She could taste the arousal.
Alex cried out. "Oh...God...Liv!" Her voice got louder with each word, her body already beginning to shake.
Olivia sucked on Alex's pulse, rubbing her thumb on the increasingly large clit. "Alex."
Alex panted loudly, her body shaking harder and she cried out as her orgasm consumed her.
Olivia slowly withdrew her fingers after feeling the clenching around them cease, she brought their foreheads together.
Alex's breathing was ragged, but she managed a small smile as she gazed into Olivia's eyes. "I...think...that was the best...thing I've ever...felt."
Olivia let a soft yet husky chuckle escape. "Oh I doubt that."
Even her current state of weary bliss didn't prevent her from raising her eyebrow and giving Olivia one of her lawyer-looks.
Olivia looked away, not willing to meet her gaze.
Alex gently clutched her chin between her thumb and forefinger; she leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to Olivia's lips. "I've been waiting forever for this to happen."
"Oh?" Olivia wasn't sure what to do or say.
She leaned their foreheads together again. "Olivia Benson, I have been in love with you since the moment I laid eyes on you."
"What..." Olivia was at a loss for words, for everything.
Alex suddenly realized the water was running cold as her body came down from its overheated high and she reached over and shut the water off before wrapping her arms more tightly around Olivia. She didn't think words could ever explain what she was thinking so instead, she pressed their lips together, pouring everything she had, everything she was, into it, to try and make Olivia see just how she made her feel.
Olivia Kissed back with equal force, pouring everything she had into it as well. " God."
Alex smiled softly, laying her head on Olivia's shoulder, she closed her eyes and reveled in the feel of their bodies pressed together.
"I dream about you..." She pulled back slightly, expecting the worst. "They aren't normal either." She hesitated.
Alex gazed at her again. "You can tell me anything." She spoke softly, hoping Olivia could hear the sincerity.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
“You are so gorgeous, so gorgeous." She traced the outline of her perfect body.
Alex shivered slightly beneath her touch and breathed out a laugh. "I don't know that I'll ever get used the feel of your fingers."
Olivia looked down, “What’s that?"
Alex pressed a gentle kiss to her temple. "They're soft and your touches are gentle, sensual. They feel so incredible; I don't think I'll ever get used to it."
"No, Alex, What is that?" She pointed to a scar on the lawyer.
Alex shrugged as she noted the location of the scar on her stomach. "I had my appendix taken out when I was fourteen. No big deal."
"It's beautiful." Olivia pressed lightly on it.
She couldn't help but be a little confused; it had never gotten that reaction before. "What?"
"It is gorgeous." Olivia shrugged.
Alex breathed out a laugh. "If you say so."
Olivia shivered, “It’s freezing in here."
She smiled softly. "Then why don't we head to the bedroom and curl up under the blankets?"
Olivia nodded, exiting the shower. "Here" she opened up a towel.
Alex smiled and took the towel, wrapping it around herself, holding one out for Olivia.
Olivia ignored the towel walking into the bedroom rather seductively.
Alex raised an eyebrow and instantly unwrapped the towel from herself, throwing it behind her, hurrying after Olivia.
Olivia sat down on the bed, laughing. "I never knew Pottery Barn was located in your Apartment."
Alex made her way over to her. "Yeah well, I find things I think might look good and I buy them on impulse." She shrugged as she straddled the detective's legs. "I do believe I need to repay you for the fantastic orgasm you just gave me."
She rested the weight on her hands. "Hmm?"
Alex smirked. "Lay back."
Olivia did as she was told. "Why?" She thought she'd play dumb, quirking a smile.
Alex giggled and kissed her gently, making her way from her lips, down her neck, sliding off her lap slowly as her lips made their way down Olivia's body, pressing a kiss to her center.
Her hands immediately grasped the pristine comforter."Holy shit Alex."
Alex gently rested her hands on Olivia's knees, slowly pulling her legs apart, reveling in how easily Olivia complied. She leaned in, flicking her tongue over her clit.
Olivia felt her hips leap off the bed, her head twisting as her knuckles turned white. She had never felt anything like this, never felt her body so alive. It scared her, how one person could do all that with one single touch.
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