AAAAAGGHHH. I could pull my fucking hair out right now. Or have a screaming session. Or kick the shit out of something. This is what happens when I procrastinate. I screw myself over and then I get pissed about it. And it's no ones fault but my own and I hate myself for it.
So, tonight was pretty shitty. It's funny, I always hate being at work. So tonight I told Mr. Hartman that I'm transferring to University. And now, now I'm kind of regretting it. Because as much as I hate the idea of staying, the idea of leaving hurts alot too. I hate change. But maybe a change of scenery is just what I need.