I honestly have no idea why I even still update this thing. I guess because in some sense I prefer typing my thoughts out rather than writing them. Also no one I know really uses this thing anymore so it serves it's purpose for me I suppose. To rant about random thoughts and shit from life ( Read more... )

Looks like I'll be visiting STL soon. I'll be in town sometime in the morning/afternoon of May 3rd and I'll be leaving on May 5th, most likely sometime in the afternoon. Hopefully I can see friends whenever I'm not trying to cram things into my car ( Read more... )

I haven't forgotten about LJ, just really haven't been able to think about what to put down. Hell half the part of having an LJ was just to be able to talk about shit randomly. I guess that's what this will be ( Read more... )

I've been battling chaotic sleeping patterns and a slight depression which I've been trying to keep from growing. As much as I hate to admit it with no work I'm highly contemplating on leaving Missouri again. Heading back to Louisville, Kentucky with my Mom. If her drinking is like it was in Atlanta though I don't see that arrangement lasting. That ( Read more... )

Mr. Kitty (Neko) got put down this morning. In the end I think the cancer just ended up being too much for him. I'm sure him being 12 didn't help his situation either. I'm honestly glad that Maria got to have him with her for his last days, even if it was only for around a month or a little longer (I'm can't recall exactly when she took him). I've ( Read more... )

I wonder if I can find a cuddle buddy when I come back to STL. (Note: This means no intent of anything sexual). Just some one to hold, lay down next to and possibly fall asleep with. Guess I'll try to steal Candy from Nyk for a while. That selfish bastard can share! LoL! If only I was actually serious about that. I think it would be hysterical to ( Read more... )

Well it's been 4 days since a year ago. Weird, it honestly doesn't feel like it ( Read more... )

Law 1: If you want something, you have to work harder than you’ve ever worked to achieve that goal. You have to work when others are sleeping. You have to lay out a plan and execute small steps forward every day ( Read more... )

Been writing somewhat again and playing my guitars. It's kind of been therapeutic to a degree. Helping depression issues and what not. Better than drinking at least ( Read more... )

This will be on my Facebook too so I'm not real sure as to why I'm posting it on here. Guess just for myself ( Read more... )