I'm off to cali at 5 am in the morning. So this is my goodbye lovers.

I'll be back thursday.

xoxo

So after a morning of screaming at eachother, my mother and I had a somewhat decent conversation. Well actually, I kinda just broke down and she talked. She's been really pushing me to try to go to California for second semester this year. She and my grandfather apparently had a talk and he told her to make me take out loans and go. I tried to ( Read more... )

San Diego....in FOUR DAYS!

EEEEP!!!! Its the first official road trip of the summer.

I'm going to go to the beach, and go on the roller coaster, and, and, and, stuff.

<3

So today has definately been one of the worst days I've had in a while. I'm counting from like midnight on. I'm so sick of scrapbooking, and stamps, and crafts, and myself. I could just scream right now but I honestly don't have the energy. I think I've accomplished making myself sick. That takes talent. In between having my head in the toilet and ( Read more... )

So I'm totally hating the littel bar thing on the top of the screen now. Its annoying.

I signed up for my classes yesterday. So I'm taking...

English 101
Calculus for life sciences
Women and society
US to 1865

and maybe I will swing for like plant biology or something.....yeah.

<3

I must say....I love my co-workers but hate my job.

I love cream puffs that bring me cheesecake too :-*

xoxo

Yeah, so apparently this kid Max who was always an asshole to me died this month. Its kinda surreal ( Read more... )

So today I had my big appointment to schedule my surgery and big shocker-my mother forgot about it! Luckily, I was over at Becca's and she went with me...let me just tell you, you haven't lived until one of your friends has had to witness your gynecologist appointment ( Read more... )

Surprise, surprise! I've fucked things up beyond recognition once again. I tried, I really did, and what I didn't want to happen did. I'm feeling pretty pathetic right now to be honest. It was my choice and then I'm made to feel like I'm a grovelling idiot. Love just fucks you up. Its hard to believe that anything is even there on the other side ( Read more... )

I'm letting go.