Russ...

[slayergoddess69]

I love you!!!

Friends, please tell me what is going on with you!! I need to concentrate on things present and future..As cruel as it sounds, I keep thinking of megan and am getting worse, and you can help me. I NEED to feel other things

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[supremegoddess1]

I wish I had more exciting news to report, but 95% of my life is work, work, work, wash, rinse, repeat...

maybe join facebook? that's occupying what little free time i have these days...

[slayergoddess69]

I am so sorry for the harsh words I said to you..I was lashing out, and I know you are trying to be a friend when we really do not know each other too well..I am truly sorry..

[supremegoddess1]

it's all good. i'm hard to piss off. :)

[carsond]

Working my butt off, not spending enough time on my bike, watching the Olympics. I'm looking out my window at the grass I should go out and mow, and thinking that I really need to suck it up and take control again.

[slayergoddess69]

Life is what is it is man...No matter what you plan for or live for..Life has other plans for you, my friend..Just like it did for me...Someone or something is keeping yo around, and it is not for fun...You are destined for better things. I have attempted suicide no less than 4 times since April, and here I am...Gotthe residue to prove it...I still want to do myself in...But, I do not believe in heaven(sic)..driking...but somthing is making me stay alive, and I do not know what...