I need to be strong about this. I need my life to renew itself. I know better, therefor I should act accordingly. I want my heart to be filled with pure love instead of fly by night sort of heat.

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so i wrote my ex a while back and he never responded...the letter is somewheres on this lj. I had put a comment on his myspace page that said he was a coward. HE said he cant check his my space but some hwo he got the message..good serves him right. But he wrote me this morning. I love how at the end of it he put "i do miss you" blahh nice try ( Read more... )

ad a great weekend going to my friends wedding. Had the best date ever. Then went to state and hung out for welcome week, that was fun as well. School starts tongiht, im excited and a litle overwhelmed at the same time. ITs time to put my nose to the grindstone again andi just dont know if I want to...who am i kidding i want a real career one day ( Read more... )

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esterday I went to red oaks water park with m nephew. I love that lil guy, he is such a sweet heart. I look like a lobster now, all sunburned. After that we went to the DQ and has a blizzard. I went over to Leslies for a BBQ after. WE played bocci ball and croquet,,pretty weird but lots of fun. It was nice seeing the old gang of friends ( Read more... )

I wish you would just get over it all ready...be a man and grow up!!!!!!!!!

fell better Uncle Mike:( You are like a father to me. Mom and I dont want to lose you....

Man i got a lil drunky drunk last night..but o was it so fun. Brandon came ou and hung out with me at O tooles. I was on a mission to get drunk and it worked. Friends stopped by from work. It was alot of fun!!!

So this is the second night in the row that my ex fiance, Louie, has instant messaged me. Last night it was at 4 am and he said "I wish to God you were up, i miss you so much" Poor guy I hope he is ok. THn i had a stupid dream abot Matt, and he was being a baby and an asshole in the dream,,grow up already..lol ( Read more... )