i am going to spill for a minute. 2 weeks ago i ended a long distance relationship that probably had to end but as it sinks in, as the reality of it comes clear, i cannot believe how it was and what i've done. i am one who believes the love remains but he's an oldskool hardass and now we are severed and i can't believe it. it's like shock.
how do they treat for shock? keep patient warm and wrap in plastic?
there is a jane siberry line
did you ever think you'd refuse love after all? did you ever think you'd give love and then take it away?
and no i did not. and, worse than that, it's the second time in a row that i've done it. what a shitty pattern.
are we offtopic? i apologize for the spiel.
this is/was one of my recent-
soft hearted, soft heeled, saltscrubbed raw and yawning (yearning)
i thought i went with my eyes open but these days the light is burning and this is still the starting line
you are the product of all that has been like mayo, like roadkill you stumble and shine
Ah, lady. Those darn long distance relationships. They can be teh suck.
We can only go in with our eyes as open as possible. Our belief in how open we are is always flawed. Personality itself is based on lessons. Lessons are based on pain we've suffered. It shapes us into beings that lack open-ness. We can hope to change, though. I think that's part of the journey.
Recognizing patterns is the first step in changing, right? It'll be okay. It'll be okay. It'll be okay.
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i am going to spill for a minute.
2 weeks ago i ended a long distance relationship that probably had to end but as it sinks in, as the reality of it comes clear, i cannot believe how it was and what i've done.
i am one who believes the love remains but he's an oldskool hardass and now we are severed and i can't believe it. it's like shock.
how do they treat for shock?
keep patient warm and wrap in plastic?
there is a jane siberry line
did you ever think you'd refuse love after all?
did you ever think you'd give love
and then take it away?
and no i did not.
and, worse than that, it's the second time in a row that i've done it.
what a shitty pattern.
are we offtopic?
i apologize for the spiel.
this is/was one of my recent-
soft hearted, soft heeled,
saltscrubbed raw and yawning (yearning)
i thought i went with my eyes open but these days the light is burning
and this is still the starting line
you are the product of all that has been
like mayo, like roadkill
you stumble and shine
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We can only go in with our eyes as open as possible. Our belief in how open we are is always flawed. Personality itself is based on lessons. Lessons are based on pain we've suffered. It shapes us into beings that lack open-ness. We can hope to change, though. I think that's part of the journey.
Recognizing patterns is the first step in changing, right? It'll be okay. It'll be okay. It'll be okay.
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thank you, my brother.
the world keeps on spinning.
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