Last night I was speaking to Andy...

[skinnmilk]

And I remembered a bunch of things, I guess i tried to forget. Not things that hurt me, but just annoyed me far more than anyone could imagine. Not the type of "annoyed" that a younger sibilings could cause, but the type that makes you sit, reflect, and ask, "Is it that difficult to just let a person be

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Hey,

[andy_cee]

Sorry that I made you remember such things. Especially with that last question. My question now is, since he said such a thing. Why did you continue speaking to him? See, as you might remember on one of my previous replies. I told you that the best weapon against people like that is just to ignore them. Even if they are sorry, even if they are lonely, even if they are a damn hermit with no friends and despirately seeking attention. You have to get the "Ignoramus Syndrome" as I call it. I understand writting on LJ and venting all your frustration towards him feels good. But it's not smart. What if he sees this? Guess what? The whole back and forth deal well start again. But the important thing is that it's in the past. So there is no point in getting all fed up about it.

I have to go to H.W. now.

later, Andy.

Dear Andy...

[skinnmilk]

Hope your hair is still ok. = )You're absolutely right on this one. Why did I continue to speak to him? I'm not sure. I sympathize with others more often than I should, but I feel like people, (and this includes myself) don't fully understand the consequence. I know that when I am enraged to a point where murder is on my mind, I say or do things that are going to hurt others, but again, I don't fully acknowledge consequence until it stabs me in the heart. I think maybe this kid said the things he did, because he was simply threatened. He was scared that he was "going to lose me", or whatever that means. He was acting brutishly and didn't take into account that he was pleasing himself, or getting what he wanted, at my expense. He acted very selfishly, and did this knowing that I would be displeased...

We come back to the question of why I stayed friends...?

I'm forgiving.