Why am I so stupid?
I took a test in AP psychology, and I most definately failed it. I have a fucking C. It's so close to a D. And in AP European history, I have a D. Never before in my life have I gotten a D. I went with my friend to see Jet Li's fearless. I really like that movie. It was so sad, I usually don't, but I was tearing up at the end.
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So true. so so true.
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I wish I could look emanciated...
....Maybe then guys wouldn't think that I'm a repulsive can of pilbury dough that popped open.
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Emanciation doesn't equal looking good. I know somewhere you know this. That's why at first i went to the whole wanting to be sickly skinny to avoid the whole being viewed as sexy (and i myself go back and forth from wanting everyone to desire me, to wanting no one too). Perhaps some of that comes into play, its just hard to be ogjective b/c when you're caught up in it (not possible to be a fatass at your bmi/weight) you just focus on the surface and avoid the deeper implications b/c it's too much to take in all at once.
Take care of yourself, and hope my (somewhat intoxicated) ramble wasn't too annoying or lectury.
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I don't know why, but I saw your post on pics_n_stats, and felt I need to leave you a comment. I just had a strange feeling that something bad was going on, and I can not really explain it, nor can I say with whom it was. (just one of those deja vu moments ... something like that.) Anyway, I just wanted you to know that people do care about you, even people who you don't know. Although I don't know you, I do understand how you feel, at least on some level. Read some of my LJ and you will understand what I mean.
It's rather odd being a male and talking to females about this, but I really do understand.
Again, I'm sorry about the strange post.
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