Why the hell can't I fall asleep? i've been having toruble sleeping for the past week, and i'm not sure why. It's a real pain in the ass. Today my favorite shirt got messed up. My white volcom shirt that says "nonsense for the young traditionalist" got some crap on the back of my left shoulder, i'm not sure where it came from but I don't think it's ( Read more... )

Why do little kids who have big scary gangster brothers always talk shit? I swear, it's so annoying. I went outside today and found some of my friends chilling at the park, I think it was some kids birthday party ( Read more... )

Prom's coming up within a month and i'm no closer to having a date than any other time during the year. I'm debating on whether or not it's worth my time...well it's worth my time; but is it worth my money? Prom is e x p e n s i v e . . . And I don't know if I want to blow all that money on one night that may not even be that "magical" or whatever ( Read more... )

It really sucks being bored all day. I read the last 120 pages of Slaughter House Five, did some laundry, listened to the Smashing Pumpkins CD I found in a box, slept a lot, and laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling for an hour. Other than that, I think I just slipped into an incoherent stupor and wandered around aimlessly in my house. I think the ( Read more... )

Kinda spouted off in my last entry, guess I got some stuff pent up inside again. I do that too much. I just hope that it never gets as bad as it wa in the past. I was seriously ready to hurt someone before. But not now. But anyway, if feelings were hurt by my last entry...that's your problem. Hate to sound like a dick, but this is the raw, ( Read more... )

I was sitting here at the computer, being abysmally bored, and I thought to myself "why am I here being bored? Why don't I just go to sleep?"

But I can't fall asleep...that damn Rockstar is keeping me up. I guess i'll write down something meaningful or intelligent, or maybe both at the same time.

Oh and by the way, I'm not going to bother spell ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm having so much fun sitting here...at my house...with no one here...and all my AIM buddies offline or away...drinking Rockstar. That's probably the highlight of my night, drinking a Rockstar. What Fun ( Read more... )

well my mom's fine, surgery went well and she's doing OK. She's bloated and a little high on morphine, but that's expected. So now i'm up here in Escondido with her, but everyone's asleep. It gets really boring up here, and I don't want to spend the night. But if no one is up to anything all weekend, I may stay. But there's nothing to do up here, ( Read more... )

mom went into surgery last night. I was scared, I still am, and i'm going to be thinking about it all through school. I can't stop thinking "what if the same thing happens to her as what happened to dad?" Her surgery isn't as routine as his was supposed to be, so that gets me even more scared. They said they can take the gall bladder out through a ( Read more... )

Yeah I got so many homies cuz i'm such a big gangster and all.

This entry is going to be a long one, so just be warned. Many things to talk about.

Today at school it was OK at one part, and then boring at another. We had "senior olympics" which was kind of like a mini FANTASTICS with only the seniors and it was only like an hour long. The ( Read more... )