ok... so i just felt the need for some reason... to post 2 poems that i wrote... so here they r... i kno its kinda long but go ahead and read if u want 2 ( Read more... )

girls fuckin confuse the hell outta me... idk wat 2 do... ok... so i like this girl... but shes a druggie... and she drinks... and i dont really want 2 get involved w/ sumone like that... then there is another girl who has a bf and keeps tryin 2 start coversations w/ me... and i kinda like her but i dont really want 2 talk 2 her right now cuz i ( Read more... )

well im kinda off in my own little world right now... idky but its me... there is alot of stuff that i dont really understand bout myself... like idky im such a complete idiot most of the time... and y i have extremely stupid fears... and y i have 2 b so fuckin nice 2 everyone and give then so many chances when they just hurt me every time... i kno ( Read more... )

that was mr arnolds response when i told him that me and abby had broken up.... then he was like "thats what i always tell my kids"... the dudes fuckin hilarious... but yea... i went 2 stage crew 2 help clean up after the musicals 2day... instead of helpin the girls tennis team... oh well they just had practice... but it was fun cuz vinh was there ( Read more... )

so yea... i think that i might just finnally b over abby and i am startin to c her as more of a friend... so if u r readin this abby... u can start talkin to me and hangin out w/ me as a friend now... i hope this makes u feel a little bit better... also this means an end to all of that crap that i have been givin u for a while now... if neone ( Read more... )

this whole bein single shit sucks major ass.... that is all i have 2 say bout it right now...

woooo!!!!!! its my b-day... and my drums came :-D............. im a lil hyper... oh man playin the drums is harder than i thought it would b... yea i kno... lots of u r sayin "i told u so" right now... well guess wat... I DO NOT CARE CUZ I HAVE A DRUM SET!!!!!!! so there... well im done... cya peeps...

so my birthday is comin up.... and i am finally gettin a drumset... the earliest it will b here will b on the 27 (my b-day)... if not then by at least the wed after... im so excited... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow!!!!!!!!!!!! finally gettin it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the drum set)... u fuckin perverted ppl... well not much else 2 talk bout... got a shirt that ( Read more... )

ok... so i said that i was done w/ this thing... i prolly am... just cuz noone really seems 2 read it and most of my feelins that would have a place in a journal have no place here... that and the minor detail that most of them would scare pretty much neone... cuz 4 those of u who dont kno... i can b a little suicidal sumtimes... this is cuz of my ( Read more... )

im done w/ this lj... there is absolutely no point in keepin it cuz i never write everything i want 2 in it... so im done w/ it... if u ever wanna kno wat im thinkin just ask 2 read my journal (the written one)... cya peeps