something meaningful,
coming soon <3 i promise. :]

i notice that
the more i listen to all those
old songs we used to listen to
i am taken back to you
idk if thats a place i wanna be taken back to
this is confusing.

"oh, it's so hard to have someone to love."

i just want to be held and kissed
and be told that i am loved
by someone
who will love me back

but, maybe that's asking too much

i dont feel like writing an entry that really matters right now.
i came home today, the car ride back was so fun
i am still whitedesperate times call for desperate measures ( Read more... )

it also just occured to me
how freakin white i am
and how much i really DO need this trip to florida
so freakin badly

but im not leaving
until i get kissed
by someone who could be my
boy toy!

:/
oh yes and...of course:

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alright to make a long story short ( Read more... )

ALL I WANTED WAS A BOY TOY FOR HANNUKAH.

and all i want before i leave for florida
is to KISS someone
and it doesnt have to mean anything in my head
i just want it to feel like it does.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLinsane pictures coming SO soon ( Read more... )

oh yeah
did i mention the fact that
my digital camera BLOWS.

yeah, cuz it really does.

i dont know how to use it at all :[

oh and

cantFIGHTthetide: I DID IT!!
cantFIGHTthetide: I MADE ZAMCHICKS PROFILE!!!!
cantFIGHTthetide: YE MOTHERFUCKING HA!
cantFIGHTthetide: I mean.

funny. lol

today was perfect <3
roe is so great and i love her she is one of my bestest friends :]
and i am so happy i got to spend some quality time with Sam and T, two of my favortie girlies ever <3 plus Hope, Stacy, Cooch and Rispolli, cuz they totally rock too ( Read more... )

Todays events:

CITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
oh joy! this is so exciting :]

Roe's 16 now!
YAY :] and im FINALLY seeing Samizzle, Theresa, Hope and Stacy! oh the excitment is killing me.
but i am EXTREMELY exhausted from not getting any sleep and waking up at 7:45 cuz my stupid cleaning ladys an asshole!
agh, o well.
MAY TODAY BE A VERY GOOD DAY.catch ( Read more... )