i think im about to do something very foolish

well its like you said.... technically i have already gotten in her pants sooooo the only logical corse of action would be to date her... lol right?

After all is said and done... the great empires of the west have fallen, noble men and kings are as wheat to the thresher, the general lays hewn in the field upon his own ambitions, and all richness succumbs to dept....so let those who seek power keep it, for power is invariably fleeting and shall parish to its own making, so let them their power ( Read more... )

i wonder if god ever ponders suicide

well ive managed to mock death for another year, and all life for that matter, the void isnt very fun

thanks for the cookies mellisa , even though you wont read this my love goes out to you just as strongly

the future looks murky

i feel distant, unvalid, synthetic, non existant, lifeless yet still feeling pain,void, and empty but happy

my one comfort in the present is knowing that i will see you tonight,whlie i dream, and mybe just for a moment ill believe in reality again and need not pray to never wake....

IM TIRED OF RUNNING, IM TIRED OF HIDING, IM TIRED OF BEING AFRIAD, IM TIRED OF LETTING THIS CONTROL ME!! IM NOT ALLOWING THIS TO OPPRESS ME ANY LONGER!! I WILL STAND OUT AGAINST THE WAVE AND NOT AVOID IT ANY LONGER, EMBRACE THE PAIN AND SO DOING I WILL EMBRACE LIFE! I WILL NOT YEILD TO THIS IF EVEN IN DEATH I WILL NOT LOSE, BECAUSE DEATH RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

fuck

we've destroied all natural ecosystems to establish un self sufficient comunities dependent upon the exploitation of the worlds self destruction, only insects and rodents are capable of inhabiting these places, as we take our council amoung the rats and the rats amoung us, you will not find the smallest constituent of nature there

the following was writin on the inside of a chicken mc nugget box wilst i was drunk off my ass so unfortunately it is just a fragment,but i thouhgt that it is apropriate to name the following "mc nuggets ( Read more... )