Tagged by Sally

[siryn_song]

[one] Have you ever been asked out before?
Yes.

[two] Where was your default picture taken?
I think it was in Ireland.

[three] What's your middle name?
Maeve Rose

Comments

[locked]

[siryn_song]

Because I feel like when I do, people leave. You know what I mean. Or even when I just start to THINK about saying it. I don't know.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

SERIOUS.

You are the exception. It probably explains why I'm so attached to you. And, you know, want to have your babies.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

I do, though.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

Our kids would be absolutely beautiful.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

So am I.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

I know what I want. While I respect their opinions, it doesn't change anything. I know that doing this would make me happy. I know that it would be our child. And that kid would have the biggest, most amazing, disfunctional family, and I couldn't ask for anything better.

I promised I wouldn't refer to myself as your womb. I did not promise I would put the thought of doing this aside. I couldn't make that promise.

[locked]

[siryn_song]

I don't think we were either. I don't know how much of it is our ignorance and how much is their oversensitivity. Regardless, it's over now.

But I really want to do this with you. Someday. When you all are ready. It would be for all my boys, not just you. Because I love all three of you and you all know it and you've all stayed. And it means I get to keep you. And I want to.