voice ☀ filtered away from byakuran, easily hackable

[deflames]

[ when tsuna turns on his nv and speaks- you can immediately tell that he's being serious. very serious.  it might be a little strange, considering how fail and spazzy he can be most of the time if you know him. but that usual . . . uselessness in his voice is gone, replaced with something much more positive and resolute. that's his leadership

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Voice

[ysobritish]

...

You are threatening someone?

[A pause.]

Regardless, if he tries to cause harm to one of mine, I will deal with him myself.

Voice

[deflames]

Not threatening, just-

[ one of his-? ah, but- he can't let you hun you're one of the people he loves in his little heart :( ]

I can't let you do that!

Voice

[ysobritish]

[Liquid would be very confused to hear that. Very, very confused. And possibly go looking for a cheap therapist.]

I'm hardly afraid. How do you plan to stop me, Tsunayoshi?

Voice

[deflames]

That's . . . That's not the point, if you're afraid or not! Even if he doesn't do anything, but if he does-

. . . If you listen to me. Just this once. I can't let my friends get involved with him.

Voice

[ysobritish]

[There is a long pause.]

...You... think of me as a friend?

[Another pause, shorter this time. He sighs.]

I never thought I'd hear the day when a kid told me to back off and let him handle it. But then, I was perfectly capable at your age, so why shouldn't you be?

What's so dangerous about this person?

Voice

[deflames]

Of course I do, Liquid!

[ a pause. and while he doesn't see it, he smiles, only a little, before it disappears. ]

Dying Will Flames, mostly. It was already hard to face him when we used them- it's even more dangerous to people who don't.

Voice

[ysobritish]

...how expensive are therapists in Canada?

"Dying Will Flames"? That is... quite the interesting name.

Voice

[deflames]

. . . I don't know- Why?

It's like . . . your dying will. In the form of a flame. [ the simplest version of explanation, at least! ]

Voice

[ysobritish]

Because the idea of someone liking me is laughable and makes me question your sanity.

[...]

Dying will... hm. I'm sure that makes plenty of sense to people from your world.

Voice ( 1/2 )

[deflames]

You- You shouldn't think that about yourself!

Voice

[deflames]

I never had any friends, until two years ago . . . I didn't even have the guts to speak to a girl. Two years ago was my first time doing it. It's- kind of embarrassing. That was before I actually got to meet anyone, but now . . . I'm really grateful that I have them. I'm sure there's people other than me who think of you as a kind of friend, one way or another!

Not everyone . . . It's only a few groups of people that know about it. There's more to it, but it's still kind of complicated sometimes.

Voice // Private

[ysobritish]

...how precious. [Sigh. There's a click as he switches it to private, not wanting anyone else to hear this.] Before I came here, there was nobody I would consider a friend either. I trusted nobody. I was detached even from my own unit. I still trust very few people, almost nobody outside of the house and the level of trust I have for the people inside the house is minimal, though far more than it would ever have been previously.

[A pause.]

I'm not a good person, Tsunayoshi. I never have been. I'm an inferior monster - that's all there is to it. No matter how much I try, I can't be anything else. [Not without him. Not without proving myself, not without defeating him...] I'm not meant to be anything else. It's written inside my very genes.

[There is the faint sound of a chair creaking as he leans back in it.]

"Dying Will"... there's something oddly poetic about it.

Voice // Private

[deflames]

. . . That- It doesn't mean you can't have friends, does it? That doesn't change what I think. [ even if he can be scary sometimes! or if it's one-sided. but hey everyone freaks him out at one point. ]

Poetic-?

Voice // Private

[ysobritish]

...I like you, kid. If you still want to be friends even knowing that... then I can try.

Yes. I can't quite explain

Voice // Private

[deflames]

[ * o *! ] Of course I do! I did some things that I don't like . . . and what I don't want to do, but my friends still accept it too.

Each one is different, since . . . There are seven. They have meanings and everything.

Voice // Private

[ysobritish]

I doubt they're on the scale of the things I've done, Tsuna.

[Rejoice, Tsuna. He actually used the shortened version of your name for the first time.]

Seven, hm...?