Comments | sintheticfeel51: Rant about stuff that's important... read... and comment... please

sintheticfeel51

Rant about stuff that's important... read... and comment... please

Jun 07, 2005 22:52

Ok...I'm gonna rant on this peice cause thats all this is good for... I'm tired of people who are excessively judgmental... particularly in the case of my good friend... Lexi... now I know she hasn't been saintly...but who has... she's a really awesome person... whether you like to admit it or not...Rumors suck... really fucking bad... and they're ( Read more... )

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malander June 8 2005, 06:42:24 UTC

Traitor. your stuff is at matts. get it.

yeah... sintheticfeel51 June 8 2005, 17:52:43 UTC

sadly I have nothing to say...cause this is complete shit too me...and maybe I'll realize it later...but for right now it seems to me that I'm doing the right thing... and I'm suppose to feel like I'm in the wrong? I don't get it...maybe I'm just dumb and gullable...whatever...I still don't hate anyone

Re: yeah... malander June 9 2005, 02:37:50 UTC

you were never asked to hate, just to be behind your friends, and not to stab them in the back blatantly in the blink of an eye. You were expected not to betray the people you claimed to be close to you, especially not for someone you barely fucking know. You will, mark my words, you WILL live to heavily regret this decision. Just know, that, far, far, far, far more than I am angry, I am just sad. Sad that you could so quickly turn on the people you claimed to hold the closest. I opened myself to you. You poured salt in an open wound. Tragic. Such is life. Human life. Tragic.

hey its sydney sintheticfeel51 June 17 2005, 02:21:33 UTC

brad grow the fuck up. it was like four years ago and she definately got the shit end of the stick. and since when is hanging out with someone that you dont like stabbing you in the back? thats like when i was six and kim stole my barbie, and everyone had to hate her because i hated her... yea its kind of like that... except i was six fucking years old and you're what? nineteen? come on, i think even you can see thats childish. don't be an ass.
<3.

_perfectlie_ June 8 2005, 18:11:36 UTC

I hope you are feeling better than you were when we talked about this earlier.

Re:Re:yeah... sintheticfeel51 June 9 2005, 17:13:33 UTC

I just don't understand how I betrayed you by befriending a person that you hate... I thought it would be fine as long as I didn't bring her around or even talk about her... I wanted to avoid trouble ... and I know being her friend has created exactly what I try so hard to avoid... I knew that there would be some sort of trouble but not to the extent that you took it... I don't hate you and I don't hate her ... hell I don't hate anyone ... and that's what I want to point out most of all that I'll try never to hate anyone...I'll try and forgive ... and sometimes that seems hard..and maybe even impossible..but I try my hardest to practice what I preach.... I'm not asking to be in the band again or for you to forgive her... I just want to know if there will ever be a chance where we will get over this break in the road and become friends again...I don't like hatred between friends ... especially how close we got in those few weeks...so all I ask is that someday we'll get back to chillen again like we used to...cause regardless of what ( ... )