Comments | sinsense: Dream a little dream of my non-face.

sinsense

Dream a little dream of my non-face.

Mar 05, 2012 13:25

I've been thinking about a dream I had a few days ago. Here is what the text below the cut contains: references to pornography, relatively-bloodless but still-disturbing mutilation of a corpse, grossness.

( Bonus scenes from the DVD. )

be still my pants, this comes recommended, hectoring harlot, life as a series of anecdotes

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soul_cake_duck March 5 2012, 20:10:26 UTC

Mmmm bruiseplay. Its not something that had ever entered my mind, but I must say I'm rather looking forward to it now.

sinsense March 5 2012, 20:22:15 UTC

I normally don't write it! But hey, here I am writing about how Sidney's all into it. Or I will be, if I can get the transition between the lead-in and the sex to happen. Ugh, writing. Why did I want to get back into fandom again?

soul_cake_duck March 5 2012, 21:56:43 UTC

Because fandom brings happiness and joy to your life in the form of the ridiculous human being that is Patrick Kane?

Thats my excuse anyway :P

shoemaster March 5 2012, 20:13:19 UTC

I can't watch the video on my phone but if it's his adorable post goal hop into someone's arms, I'm pretty sure it's Sharpy who's on the receiving end. Ughhhh I have so much affection for on-ice Kaner that isnt really matched when I consider the prospect of running into him in a bar.

sinsense March 5 2012, 20:20:44 UTC

OH GOD THAT'S EVEN BETTER. I think it is, anyway. Both versions give me gut-clench of joy. Anyway, yes, it was the post-goal hop. Ugh, his tiny little self. Fucking slays me.

Also oh god the idea of running into Kaner at a bar. Nooooo thank you.

shoemaster March 5 2012, 21:00:10 UTC

Yeah, Sharpy's face in the Trib is just like "oh, okay, we're doing this." I JUST WANT KANER'S LITTLE HOP AS A GIF

go_gentle March 6 2012, 00:04:57 UTC

there's the one that doctor_denmark wrote, with the chocolate cake, where they sort of do that, but accidentally!

sinsense March 6 2012, 20:39:07 UTC

That story is very nearly exactly what I need. Thank you for reminding me of it, by the way. I got my full quota of "rolling around going 'HALLLLLLSY' and giggling" last night, as a result.

Brb, reading it again. Also the one where they're on a couples vacation, oh my god.

But-- okay. WHAT IF they were hugging, and Taylor turns his head -- to say something to someone else, whatever, they talk to other people while they're hugging all the time -- and there's accidental lip contact? Because it doesn't bug him at all, really, he just laughs, but Ebs is a little weird about it. So of course Hall is like, AH HA, gay chicken! Something else I can beat Ebs at!

Mostly I just really like the idea of Hall's competitive face during makeouts. It's so stupid looking, and it would look SO HILARIOUS if he made it pre-makeout. "THIS KISS WILL BE MINE. 1-0, HALLSY."

Whatever, I just want a million words of story where Hall and Ebs accidentally start dating. There's never enough of it for me. More implausible scenarios, goddammit!

go_gentle March 7 2012, 03:09:24 UTC

oh goodness, i would read that every day and twice on sundays.

sinsense March 7 2012, 20:45:39 UTC

Thank you! I am not alone! I was feeling kind of insane for typing that at you pretty much unprovoked. Ahaha whoops.

mrsquizzical March 6 2012, 00:40:03 UTC

i wonder how much of ~thought is as concrete as we like to imagine. and i wonder how much of 'not conscious' is actually just the part of the brain that we lay claim to. if we don't remember it, it doesn't mean it didn't happen. or something. my mum is trying to get me to read 'the brain that changes itself' lately. i did enjoy 'the man who thought his wife was a hat' so i probably will. i'm just resistant (still) to anything my mum suggests i do.

also, hi and *hugs* !

sinsense March 7 2012, 20:51:59 UTC

One of Oliver Sacks's examples is actually mentioned as an explanatory note in an essay on affect online! I should probably tackle one of his books, actually. It might make my thoughts more solid -- also, side note, it's hilarious how often I use "concrete" metaphors to talk about my thoughts, which I've been noticing way too much the past few days.

if we don't remember it, it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
This is weirdly resonant to me, since my memory is for shit. More for shit than it used to be, what with the concussions I've sustained. The idea that it didn't happen if I don't remember it is even scarier to me, though, since I lose so much on a daily basis.

i'm just resistant (still) to anything my mum suggests i do
Oh god, I hear you on that.

mrsquizzical March 9 2012, 05:08:13 UTC

i am sometimes really caught off guard by something like... a sore leg or a bruise because, since i'd forgotten what i did to hurt myself, it really just shouldn't hurt. it always feels really wrong.

(so much hoping that my kids don't have that same knee jerk resistance. part of me thinks that some things happen regardless of the methods used, and another part thinks that if i'm being so deliberate about not setting up particular dynamics, they don't have the ~need to resent my input. only time will tell. ha. /o\)

♥

slashpile March 6 2012, 01:03:32 UTC

This is a kind of freaky post. I had to re-read it a few times to figure out where the transitions were, because I kind of skimmed the dream part (for my own sanity reasons) and lost track of where you woke up. Yowza.

And dude, if I could write fiction, I would write something to make you happy. But I think I have a lifetime out, even on badfic, for the kidline.

But I'm definitely looking forward to bruiseplay/gladiator/what-the-hell-ever comes out.