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[sinikalragdoll]

Trying to get a little quiet time in, but apparently my kids have other plans. It makes me feel selfish and the mother guilt is kicking in, but I need to re-charge and find my balance. I keep trying, but am faced with constant interruptions mainly from M. I'd like to spend some time with her before work, but not with the way I'm feeling right now.

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[twirl_madly]

I totally understand what you mean by "prophetic" moments in your dreams. I call them de ja vu moments, and simply move on not thinking much about them. I wonder if I actually paid attention what themes I might find.

I hope you feel better about the situation with the kids. Mommy guilt is not easily dealt with, so I hear, but you have to remind yourself that you can't be perfect. Even if you're not perfect, I'm sure they'll turn out great with a mother who cares enough to even HAVE Mommy Guilt.

Sleep well

[sinikalragdoll]

thanks!
I haven't paid much attention to my dreams in awhile, but I think now that I'm freed up from nursing obligations, I'm able to pay more attention to things I've been interested in. The deja vu/prophetic dream had to do with being pursued and I had another dream about being pursued last night, but don't remember the details. I think it might be related to anxiety, which makes sense because I had some trouble sleeping last night and found myself thinking about worrisome things. Interesting how our brains work!