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♔ [Text]

Jul 07, 2011 11:24

[ If anyone is looking for N, he will not be easy to find. His Pokemon seem to be missing too, though his name still registers on the SFC. However, he does not seem to be answering messages, though one is free to leave one and try their luck ( Read more... )

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[Voice] lunateclock July 7 2011, 17:10:49 UTC

[He doesn't bother with text. It takes too long, and he doesn't much have the patience for that when he knows what happened to N.

So he calls.]

...N-kun?

[Voice] lunateclock July 8 2011, 22:59:57 UTC

When I met him, Green-kun wasn't, no. I am sure Red can take care of himself.

[....hesitation.

He doesn't want to lie, and so he hesitates. Is he okay...? He settles for a happy medium.]

I'll be fine, N-kun. It isn't anything to be concerned about.

[Does this sound familiar--]

[Voice] singularjustice July 8 2011, 23:21:44 UTC

So we can both not be concerned about each other.

[ Wait. Was that sarcasm? N says it like he says anything else, and he is not the type to be sarcastic. ]

[Voice] lunateclock July 8 2011, 23:24:09 UTC

...Yes.

Or...

We can talk. As friends, and as equals. But it's your decision, N-kun--I won't think less of you either way.

[Voice] singularjustice July 8 2011, 23:41:42 UTC

...

[ There is a long silence. Then a small, childish: ]

You don't want to scold me?

[Voice] lunateclock July 8 2011, 23:43:09 UTC

[His response is equally quiet.]

I don't have anything to scold you for.

[...and, somewhat amused--]

You found something you were willing to fight for, huh?

[Voice] singularjustice July 9 2011, 00:00:00 UTC

...I've always been willing to fight for it.

[ He murmurs. ]

I just always go about it the wrong way.

[Voice] lunateclock July 9 2011, 00:03:29 UTC

...It seems to me like you're more certain now.

[...hmmm.]

Violence maybe wasn't the best option, but what you did also wasn't the worst. Don't be so hard on yourself, N-kun; you have to put everything into perspective.

[Voice] singularjustice July 9 2011, 00:09:09 UTC

I didn't know of any other way to do it. He'd stolen his Pokemon back, and he didn't seem to care what anyone else said...

He probably doesn't care even now.

[ N's voice is sad. ]

I won't bother him any more. I can't change him. But I couldn't just let it go like that. Doing nothing. His poor Pokemon...

[Voice] lunateclock July 9 2011, 00:14:18 UTC

...You're wrong.

You can change him. You've probably already started to change him.

Because...even if not much, next time he goes to do something, he'll remember this. And he'll think about it.

[Voice] singularjustice July 9 2011, 00:20:19 UTC

I hope so. I hope he learns...

It's already started. His Feraligatr turned on him in the middle of a battle. He'll try to beat it into submission, but that will only work for so long. There's already so much anger in it...

[ It is easier, to talk about others instead of himself. Even Pokemon. ]

[Voice] lunateclock July 9 2011, 00:22:56 UTC

[That's not good enough for Minato, though.]

...Yes. He'll have to learn. You only got it started.

[...]

But that isn't why you're pushing everyone away. Why are you isolating yourself?

[Voice] singularjustice July 9 2011, 00:28:14 UTC

[ There is silence again, this one extensive. ]

I need to learn to take care of myself.

[ He sounds determined about that, at least. ]

[Voice] lunateclock July 9 2011, 00:37:44 UTC

[...hmmm. He wonders why this came all of a sudden, but--]

...You don't think you're learning already?

Learning to take care of yourself doesn't mean being alone.

[Voice] singularjustice July 9 2011, 00:43:19 UTC

I'm not. I'm always clinging to someone, or hiding behind them. Everyone else has to help me get out of trouble...

[ He swallows heavily. ]

[Voice] lunateclock July 9 2011, 00:56:38 UTC

[...he had been right. It was Naoya, wasn't it?]

...I'm sorry, but I don't see it.

I don't understand.

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