Comments | singingwren: chaos magic

singingwren

chaos magic

Nov 30, 2005 23:24

Wow.

This ain't news, but I am pretty damn weird.

I was feeling kind of discouraged until just a few minutes ago. I don't know why I felt that way (I had a very delightful day), but I suppose that's just how it goes sometimes. No big deal -- I just needed a distraction. I opened up my Documents folder and found one.

There was a document sitting in ( Read more... )

weirdness, chaos, magic

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singingwren November 30 2005, 21:53:09 UTC

Thank you. A little bit crazy, too, but then, that's pretty much me! ;)

reading this made me cry. bloodlikerain November 30 2005, 20:52:20 UTC

I have felt that intesity, in so many different situation, so many rituals, so many trance.... the passion you write conveys that sheer force of being, when you KNOW you're a child of the gods.

I shake, because everytime i fel this, I feel undeserving. Everytime i divinely connect with gnosis, my heart runs.

I'm so truely scared and terrified of that which you run to and embrace.

i'm gonna add this entry to my memories.

Re: reading this made me cry. singingwren November 30 2005, 21:52:30 UTC

Thanks for posting this comment, Carmen. This entry was well worth all the 'dude you're a freak's I'm going to get just knowing it made a difference to you. I know you know what I am talking about, even if we each perceive it in an entirely unique way ( ... )

demonous December 1 2005, 04:50:27 UTC

your writing on magick is interesting... have you every been to Key 23 (http://www.key23.net)?

i lurk there sometimes... some interesting stuff there too. you should maybe contribute to them. they are sorely lacking in feminine and pagan perspective.

singingwren December 1 2005, 08:58:43 UTC

Whoah, that's really cool. Teriel's on it, too! :) The site make me feel... uneducated, and potentially a bit normal.

*grins*

I'm not really sure how it works. Can anyone comment on entries? I wouldn't mind lurking there for sure, although I feel a little dorky following another blog. Haha, such excellence. I don't know WHAT the heck I could contribute to them, though, as 9 times out of 10 I will deny having an interest in magic. I gots no skills and I've read no books... *sulks* Definitely something to work on this year.

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singingwren December 1 2005, 09:57:09 UTC

Are these the same Gnostic and Buddhist materials that -I- will be reading in the next few months somehow...? ;)

*fingers crossed there will be time over break and next quarter*

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singingwren December 1 2005, 14:47:53 UTC

Alas, no! I came really damn close to buying it, but I'm cheap and I very rarely buy anythng other than food and gasoline. I practically read the whole damn thing a few months ago when I was stranded there for hours, though, and I can say that it's good. And fucked up, of course, and full of things I wouldn't do or can't relate to... but I really enjoyed the paradigm. It makes me appreciate my dumpsters and gutter-finds more!

sugaholic December 1 2005, 16:43:14 UTC

You're a freak.

And I fucking LOVE reading your entries.

I wish that I lived close to you.. Every time I read something of yours, I just want to see you and have you teach me this. No.. Show me. Let me see. Help me open my eyes. I want to know what this is all about. I want to find this. But, I know that I can't do it on my own. So, I'm left to only read your entries and your website.