Re: Kill Billartemis_dykonApril 14 2004, 18:59:05 UTC
it's just the way i talk. yes no...yes no...anyway since it's yes and all.
WOOOO HOOOO i was fearing some weird, uncool thing would happen again and everything would get screwed. ever since that first time i just see it happening every time.
anyway though...yay!! i just hope kill bill isn't rented out or i don't have a reason to see you (besides wanting to that is).
yeah you can't step foot in my house without kill bill so you better go look for it now. grab while it's still hot. :) i'm kidding, you could come over anyway...
too sure about what?? shutup...god. why MUST you be difficult? listen. when yr done chatting on the internet you should give me a call, because I'm hella bored at work. And i aleady tried to call you, but there was no answer, so yeah..... i'm way too lazy to type today. ergh
well i'm sick with really bad allergies and i have too much on my brain... and i have decided that falling off the face of the earth is rather okay. Because then...people just forget about you, rather than remember you and talk shit. and yeah. circle of lesbians are not my thing... and i don't know what "they" told you...they don't even know me...
you've just made me really sad. there's no talking shit or negative ness as far as i know.
um yeah i just called you and i would rather talk than go through this stupid online stuff because as far as i've noticed...it's never worked well.
but you need to do what's good for you. and if it involves just disappearing and the like then that's okay because you need to just be happy. i wouldn't personally want that (the disappearing part), but we all know i don't get what i want and things already seem to being going that way anyhow. i know maybe it'd be different if it could be. but what can't be done, just can't be and i'm not gonna dwell cause i never would have been.
just be happy and content and i'll feel so much better because you deserve any good thing that could possibly happen to you. i'm seriously.
Re: and this morningartemis_dykonMay 9 2004, 10:23:58 UTC
I really could have lived without last night. But it's good to know for sure, the worthlessness of existing and such.
But I'm sorry for it all because I didn't want that...no...and I was just really pissed off and upset and so confused and I would have said anything to get an emotion out of you. Not the brightest idea ever but it's okay cause now I know.
You're right though, to go away and forget it all cause it's not gonna work out in any scenario. No matter how sad that is to me but it's okay. Cause I'll always consider you this really cool and great person that I met that one time and now you know that I'm a real jerk and that wouldn't match up too well.
"there's this part i play at the end and i'm gonna screw it up. don't be sad for me. i'm over it." tegan...i think...or maybe sara...idk but it was funny.
Re: and this other morningartemis_dykonMay 10 2004, 10:22:13 UTC
Now I know how you Feel.
Anyway, I took pics of the sunrise the other day and I'm gonna print one out and put in on your car one of these nights. Maybe, if Fresh agrees to go. But I want to cause it kicks arse and that'd be the way I'd want to end it. Uplifting spirit ness and all, from my POV anyway.
Re: and this other morningsingingsilenceMay 10 2004, 12:05:10 UTC
Oh my goodness, this shouldn't be like a death or something. christ. It's not an end of era. I still would like to be yr friend. I just can't be anything more. and I only realized that I still need to stick to my own resources. I'm not like erasing yr phone number from my phone or anything/
yeah i understand your explanation of what you did to that person.
tomorrow...drew needs to hit me back. it doesn't matter cause i am making him go anyway.
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yes
I will call you when I get out of work.
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WOOOO HOOOO i was fearing some weird, uncool thing would happen again and everything would get screwed. ever since that first time i just see it happening every time.
anyway though...yay!! i just hope kill bill isn't rented out or i don't have a reason to see you (besides wanting to that is).
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i'm kidding, you could come over anyway...
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why MUST you be difficult?
listen. when yr done chatting on the internet you should give me a call, because I'm hella bored at work. And i aleady tried to call you, but there was no answer, so yeah.....
i'm way too lazy to type today. ergh
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and i have too much on my brain...
and i have decided that falling off the face of the earth is rather okay. Because then...people just forget about you, rather than remember you and talk shit.
and yeah. circle of lesbians are not my thing...
and i don't know what "they" told you...they don't even know me...
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um yeah i just called you and i would rather talk than go through this stupid online stuff because as far as i've noticed...it's never worked well.
but you need to do what's good for you. and if it involves just disappearing and the like then that's okay because you need to just be happy. i wouldn't personally want that (the disappearing part), but we all know i don't get what i want and things already seem to being going that way anyhow. i know maybe it'd be different if it could be. but what can't be done, just can't be and i'm not gonna dwell cause i never would have been.
just be happy and content and i'll feel so much better because you deserve any good thing that could possibly happen to you. i'm seriously.
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But I'm sorry for it all because I didn't want that...no...and I was just really pissed off and upset and so confused and I would have said anything to get an emotion out of you. Not the brightest idea ever but it's okay cause now I know.
You're right though, to go away and forget it all cause it's not gonna work out in any scenario. No matter how sad that is to me but it's okay. Cause I'll always consider you this really cool and great person that I met that one time and now you know that I'm a real jerk and that wouldn't match up too well.
"there's this part i play at the end and i'm gonna screw it up. don't be sad for me. i'm over it." tegan...i think...or maybe sara...idk but it was funny.
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Anyway, I took pics of the sunrise the other day and I'm gonna print one out and put in on your car one of these nights. Maybe, if Fresh agrees to go. But I want to cause it kicks arse and that'd be the way I'd want to end it. Uplifting spirit ness and all, from my POV anyway.
Yeah, ^_^
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It's not an end of era.
I still would like to be yr friend. I just can't be anything more. and I only realized that I still need to stick to my own resources. I'm not like erasing yr phone number from my phone or anything/
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