Sometimes I think stupid things, & then I think "I dont't really think that, so why am I thinking it?" I found what might have been a secret, or it could be nothing. I'm a girl & girl's brains SUCK.
It's like every hour of every day something remindes me of it. It just won't stop. Something I never doubted happening, could possibly not. I just want to get out of my own brain. I hate being a girl some days. Fuck.