I feel very lost right now. I suppose it's some sort of internal thing, but I feel very unsettled. It's as though I've lost my place here...or possibly am just now realizing that there never really was one. Everyone has people that they are so close to, people that they spend time with, and everyone I've ever felt that with is drifting away from me ( Read more... )

Dear Work Ethic,

Please come back. I need to actually finish this King Lear Assignment. Blah.

Love,
Gin

Times Roman Newman

No worries for Lear. I have been forgotten. I will find joy elsewhere I suppose.

This is not a good idea. I need to get King Lear done. But, let's be honest, I know I won't do it if I sit around here all day. And I AM portering until 3am...so it'll get done...before tomorrow...fuck.

It doesn't matter. Happiness matters. Happiness eludes me.

I am learning how to start again. I am learning not to say no. Is this why she never gets any of her work done? I will sacrifice King Lear for one more day in order to try something new.

Please, let this work.

Survey exam is done. Moliere paper is back with a big red A on it. Have to finish King Lear for Wednesday. After that it's just two exams and backlogged portfolios. Doing well ( Read more... )

Ever had one of those days where you can't seem to do anything right? Yup, that's my life.

Okay, I exaggerate a bit. But it's been my past month at least...

Where did Saturday go? I need the day back...badly.

Sunday's to do list:
1. study for monday's exam
2. write entire King Lear paper (worth 30% of my mark)
3. sleep

Note that sleep is, in fact, number three.