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[simple_melody]

I am addicted to e-bay. Ths is bad. Bought the most gorgeous top today. Lovely! Makes me happy. Boyfriend is currently holding the status of "bestest boyfriend ever". He takes care of me.

Life is crazy and I am the hardest-working slacker I know. Disturbing ensemble pieces lead to nightmares about being raped with a gun and burned alive. Oh the

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[penthousekitten]

I don't understand how he can change from one extreme to another? How does this happen? You realize that he is the same person still, right? Please say you do. This is not totally being fair to yourself.

[donedenying]

i'll be nice and not mention the fact that he holds the position of "worstest boyfriend ever" more often than not...
oops mentioned it
too bad my backspace doesn't work ;)

[simple_melody]

for the record: not the worst boyfriend ever. I've seen really bad boyfriends, and he is miles above that.

Also, yes, this is the same boy, and he has his ups and downs, that's why he hits the extremes that he does. His moods just affect his actions really deeply. I know that he is the same person, and whether or not I'm being fair to myself, he's going through a hard time right now and I'm trying to see him through it. I know I've said some things before, but I suppose that I spoke in hurt or anger, and without having calmed down and thought things through.

Not everyone can be wonderful all the time. I have my fair share of moments, as does everyone. He has a lot on his plate right now and I am learning to forgive and support.

[allrgc2katz]

Same time and place tomorrow?