Won't hold you back
Kyuhyun yawned, growing impatient as the elevator takes forever to reach his floor. He was dead tired as he just came from his last performance as D’ Artagnan.
He heaved a deep sigh when he hears the familiar sound of the elevator door opening and waste no time as he hurriedly went towards the door, thinking about bed and dreamland.
Though all of that seemed to suddenly thrown at the back of his mind when he took sight of the guy, lying on the couch, patiently waiting for him.
The guy crept out his infamous smile making him weak on the knees.
He immediately went nearer to the man,immediately surrendering on the other’s embrace, leaning on to those strong lean arms that he loves so much. He rested his head on the other’s broad chest, leaning on the place where he always felt comfort and security. The other’s lean arms around him are like a blanket that would always protect him from everything, making him feel safe from all the world.
“I miss you, I’m sorry I didn’t had the chance to go to your last performance. You know how - “ Kyuhyun silenced him with a chaste kiss as he tilt his head to meet the other’s gaze.
“It’s fine Siwon, I understand. What’s important is you’re here.” Kyuhyun smiled as he rest his head on Siwon’s chest, cherishing every second they have together. Being part of the best of the best group, their schedules are dead tight that they barely have time for their personal life. So on times like this, they want to cherish every bit of second, drowning in each other’s love.
“Kyu, you don’t have any schedule tomorrow right?” Siwon murmured, breaking the comfortable silence as he plays with the younger’s hair.
Kyuhyun just shook his head, still resting his head on Siwon’s chest, not wanting to let go of the comfort as he inhales that addictive scent of the other, making his heart calm. “Why?”
“Can you give me the honor to have you as my date?” Siwon smiled as he brings Kyuhyun’s hands into his lips, leaving a soft chaste kiss into it.
Kyuhyun chuckled at the romantic action, a part of him laughing at the cheesiness, but a wider part of him melting into the other's touch. He wasn’t really used to this kind of setting. He was used to being the one who swoon other girls and guys, and make them weak on the knees. He was used on being the stronger one, the one who protects the other and the one who dominates.
He had no idea since when it started, but he saw himself actually loving being on the other side, being the one who’s swooned, being the one who’s protected. It feels great, as if he doesn’t have to worry about anything, he feels safe and calm knowing there’s someone that would always be there for him.
“Are you serious? What if someone sees us?”
Siwon just let out a dimpled smile and lifted his finger, signaling Kyuhyun to wait as he reaches for a bag at the floor. He then sits him and Kyuhyun up as he shows the younger the contents of the bag.
Kyuhyun’s eyes widen and he gapes at Siwon as he sees what’s inside. There was a frilly baby blue dress with matching doll shoes, a knitted white scarf, a hat, and other girly stuffs. He looked at Siwon who just gave him an awkward grin.
“No way I’m going to wear this!” He suddenly uttered, understanding what the older wants him to do.
“Please.” Siwon pleads with his puppy eyes that Kyuhyun knows he could never resist.
“Siwonnie! That’s not fair!” Kyuhyun frowned as he slump his body on the couch.
“Cmon babe, you’ll look beautiful on it. I swear.” Siwon murmured as he caresses the younger’s face.
Kyuhyun looks at the package again and then to Siwon’s pleading eyes. “Fine!”
Siwon let out a wide smile and Kyuhyun feels like all his worries suddenly disappears, as if he’s sure that he’ll be happy as long as the other’s happy. So he just kissed back as the older leans for a kiss, drowning in this whole different feeling residing in his heart.
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Kyuhyun looked at the mirror and then to the scattered cosmetics on the table, trying hard to think which goes where. He growled from exhaustion, thinking how a difficult math problem would be even way easier to solve than this.
“Kyuhyun?” Kyuhyun immediately hid his face as he hears his roommate’s voice. Sungmin was confused at the other’s action so he slowly went closer to the younger.
“Cmon, what is it.”
Kyuhyun sighed for a moment as he gave up, he badly needs help anyways, and take his hands off his face.
Sungmin can’t help but chuckle at the sight. “Aish! I knew it!” Kyuhyun screamed as he hid his face again, that’s now burning red from embarrassment, not that it shows from the overwhelming amount of blush that’s covering his face.
“I’m sorry, but what happened to your face?” Sungmin muttered, trying hard not to laugh.
“I was trying to put makeup then this!”
“But why are you even putting makeup? Don’t tell me you already decided to go all out gay.” The older then threw a fit of laughter, pissing the other. “Funny Min! Funny!”
“I’m sorry. I’m kidding okay!” Kyuhyun just gave him a glare.
“I’ll stop laughing, promise! Seriously, why are you even doing this?” Sungmin smiled, concern clearly visible in his eyes, making the other sigh.
“It’s just that Siwon wanted to have a date, and of course we can’t go out like our normal selves. So he wanted me to dress like a girl, he seems to really want it that I can’t even find it in my heart to say no. I just really want to make him happy.” Kyuhyun softly murmured as he smile towards the end.
Sungmin was silenced as a wave of pain came surfing in his heart.
“It’s unfair! You never dressed as a girl when we’re together.” He immediately joked, trying to mask the overwhelming pain.
“Because you look more like a girl than me!”
“But will you do it if ever I asked you to?” Sungmin gulped as he unconsciously uttered his thoughts out loud. Great thing that Kyuhyun taught of it as a joke.
“Of course not!” Kyuhyun joked. Sungmin laughed which was in contrast of the pain he suddenly felt.
“Because I would look like a girl dating another girl.” The younger added. Sungmin just smiled as he stood up and walk away. “Where are you going?”
“I’m helping you.” Sungmin softly uttered as he reached for a towel and damp a bit of water on one side of it.
“Close your eyes.” Sungmin ordered which the younger immediately complied to. He then squatted down as he brings the towel to the younger’s face but his heart stopped as he took sight of the other's breath-taking view just inches away from him.
“Yah! Are you trying to kiss me!” Kyuhyun joked, which brought Sungmin back from his trance. “In your dreams!” Kyuhyun just laughed as Sungmin willed his hands to straighten up as it won’t stop trembling as he wipes the other’s face, revealing more of its exquisitely perfect imperfect features. He then felt his breath hitch as he reaches Kyuhyun’s perfectly auburn bowed lips, he closed his eyes as images of those lips into his comes flashing into his mind. He unconsciously licks his lips, as he can still taste the other’s minty lips sucking his sweet flavored ones. Together an addictive taste that makes his mind crazy.
He suddenly jerked up when he realize what he’s doing. Great thing Kyuhyun doesn’t have any inkling on his action as the younger just grabbed the towel from him. “Yeah, you missed a spot.”
“Sorry.” Sungmin whispered.
“Now what?” Kyuhyun asked as he looks at Sungmin’s orbs, making Sungmin melt at the gaze, so he immediately close his eyes before he drown in the other’s alluring soul. He focused himself on the line of cosmetics at Kyuhyun’s front, mustering the courage to apply the right cosmetics into Kyuhyun’s face.
After a few grueling minutes that seemed like hours of torture for Sungmin, they were finally finished. Kyuhyun immediately stood up as he grabs the wig and place it on his head as he looks at himself in the mirror. “What do you think?” Kyuhyun muttered, bringing Sungmin back from his dreamy state as he looks at the beautiful guy in front of him.
“You’re amazingl.” Sungmin muttered breathlessly. Kyuhyun looked at him in a way that made his heart beat like crazy. “You’re beautiful okay!” Sungmin then laughed hoping it would lighten the atmosphere.
“Yeah right!” Kyuhyun smiled as he looks at himself at the mirror. A soft knock on the door followed by a familiar voice started to startle Kyuhyun as he ran to Sungmin. “Hyung, am I really pretty??”
Sungmin just smiled as he brush a few strands of Kyuhyun’s hair. “You’re perfect.”
“Thanks.” Kyuhyun smiled as their gazes lock into each others, making Sungmin’s heart stop.
“Now g-go get your prince!” Sungmin immediately broke the uncomfortable yet breathtakingly amazing gaze as he push Kyuhyun towards the door. He then opens the door revealing a dashing Choi Siwon.
He immediately close his eyes, trying to ignore the pain that shoot right trough him as he sees his prince being swept away by his prince into a passionate kiss.
“This love birds! Get a room will you!” The perfect couple immediately broke the kiss as they shyly looks at him.
“Hyung.” Siwon bowed as he notices Sungmin’s presence. “I..”
“You guys better get going! Go!” Sungmin muttered as he pushes the couple outside.
“Thanks hyung.” Kyuhyun murmured.
He just smiled as he sees the two intertwined their hands. Then he saw Kyuhyun smiled at Siwon, as the magnae gaze to the older with so much love.
He tries to let out a smile as he inhales a breath of air, just letting the pain clench his heart. It hurts, of course it still hurts, but as he sees Kyuhyun’s sincere smiles that he’s sure caused by no other than their resident Religous-hottie, he feels an unexplainable happiness mixing in with the pain.
He then chuckles as he remembers Kyuhyun’s words earlier, Siwon is Kyuhyun’s happiness, and Kyuhyun is his happiness, and no matter how it would hurt he’s sure that as long as Kyuhyun’s happy, he’ll be happy.
lol this was supposed to be a happy kyuwon fic , i have no idea how sungmin got in der and made this a a kyumin angst XD
kyumin wont stay out of my system ><
i swear ill try to write dat crossdressing!kyu- won date :D
He heaved a deep sigh when he hears the familiar sound of the elevator door opening and waste no time as he hurriedly went towards the door, thinking about bed and dreamland.
Though all of that seemed to suddenly thrown at the back of his mind when he took sight of the guy, lying on the couch, patiently waiting for him.
The guy crept out his infamous smile making him weak on the knees.
He immediately went nearer to the man,immediately surrendering on the other’s embrace, leaning on to those strong lean arms that he loves so much. He rested his head on the other’s broad chest, leaning on the place where he always felt comfort and security. The other’s lean arms around him are like a blanket that would always protect him from everything, making him feel safe from all the world.
“I miss you, I’m sorry I didn’t had the chance to go to your last performance. You know how - “ Kyuhyun silenced him with a chaste kiss as he tilt his head to meet the other’s gaze.
“It’s fine Siwon, I understand. What’s important is you’re here.” Kyuhyun smiled as he rest his head on Siwon’s chest, cherishing every second they have together. Being part of the best of the best group, their schedules are dead tight that they barely have time for their personal life. So on times like this, they want to cherish every bit of second, drowning in each other’s love.
“Kyu, you don’t have any schedule tomorrow right?” Siwon murmured, breaking the comfortable silence as he plays with the younger’s hair.
Kyuhyun just shook his head, still resting his head on Siwon’s chest, not wanting to let go of the comfort as he inhales that addictive scent of the other, making his heart calm. “Why?”
“Can you give me the honor to have you as my date?” Siwon smiled as he brings Kyuhyun’s hands into his lips, leaving a soft chaste kiss into it.
Kyuhyun chuckled at the romantic action, a part of him laughing at the cheesiness, but a wider part of him melting into the other's touch. He wasn’t really used to this kind of setting. He was used to being the one who swoon other girls and guys, and make them weak on the knees. He was used on being the stronger one, the one who protects the other and the one who dominates.
He had no idea since when it started, but he saw himself actually loving being on the other side, being the one who’s swooned, being the one who’s protected. It feels great, as if he doesn’t have to worry about anything, he feels safe and calm knowing there’s someone that would always be there for him.
“Are you serious? What if someone sees us?”
Siwon just let out a dimpled smile and lifted his finger, signaling Kyuhyun to wait as he reaches for a bag at the floor. He then sits him and Kyuhyun up as he shows the younger the contents of the bag.
Kyuhyun’s eyes widen and he gapes at Siwon as he sees what’s inside. There was a frilly baby blue dress with matching doll shoes, a knitted white scarf, a hat, and other girly stuffs. He looked at Siwon who just gave him an awkward grin.
“No way I’m going to wear this!” He suddenly uttered, understanding what the older wants him to do.
“Please.” Siwon pleads with his puppy eyes that Kyuhyun knows he could never resist.
“Siwonnie! That’s not fair!” Kyuhyun frowned as he slump his body on the couch.
“Cmon babe, you’ll look beautiful on it. I swear.” Siwon murmured as he caresses the younger’s face.
Kyuhyun looks at the package again and then to Siwon’s pleading eyes. “Fine!”
Siwon let out a wide smile and Kyuhyun feels like all his worries suddenly disappears, as if he’s sure that he’ll be happy as long as the other’s happy. So he just kissed back as the older leans for a kiss, drowning in this whole different feeling residing in his heart.
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Kyuhyun looked at the mirror and then to the scattered cosmetics on the table, trying hard to think which goes where. He growled from exhaustion, thinking how a difficult math problem would be even way easier to solve than this.
“Kyuhyun?” Kyuhyun immediately hid his face as he hears his roommate’s voice. Sungmin was confused at the other’s action so he slowly went closer to the younger.
“Cmon, what is it.”
Kyuhyun sighed for a moment as he gave up, he badly needs help anyways, and take his hands off his face.
Sungmin can’t help but chuckle at the sight. “Aish! I knew it!” Kyuhyun screamed as he hid his face again, that’s now burning red from embarrassment, not that it shows from the overwhelming amount of blush that’s covering his face.
“I’m sorry, but what happened to your face?” Sungmin muttered, trying hard not to laugh.
“I was trying to put makeup then this!”
“But why are you even putting makeup? Don’t tell me you already decided to go all out gay.” The older then threw a fit of laughter, pissing the other. “Funny Min! Funny!”
“I’m sorry. I’m kidding okay!” Kyuhyun just gave him a glare.
“I’ll stop laughing, promise! Seriously, why are you even doing this?” Sungmin smiled, concern clearly visible in his eyes, making the other sigh.
“It’s just that Siwon wanted to have a date, and of course we can’t go out like our normal selves. So he wanted me to dress like a girl, he seems to really want it that I can’t even find it in my heart to say no. I just really want to make him happy.” Kyuhyun softly murmured as he smile towards the end.
Sungmin was silenced as a wave of pain came surfing in his heart.
“It’s unfair! You never dressed as a girl when we’re together.” He immediately joked, trying to mask the overwhelming pain.
“Because you look more like a girl than me!”
“But will you do it if ever I asked you to?” Sungmin gulped as he unconsciously uttered his thoughts out loud. Great thing that Kyuhyun taught of it as a joke.
“Of course not!” Kyuhyun joked. Sungmin laughed which was in contrast of the pain he suddenly felt.
“Because I would look like a girl dating another girl.” The younger added. Sungmin just smiled as he stood up and walk away. “Where are you going?”
“I’m helping you.” Sungmin softly uttered as he reached for a towel and damp a bit of water on one side of it.
“Close your eyes.” Sungmin ordered which the younger immediately complied to. He then squatted down as he brings the towel to the younger’s face but his heart stopped as he took sight of the other's breath-taking view just inches away from him.
“Yah! Are you trying to kiss me!” Kyuhyun joked, which brought Sungmin back from his trance. “In your dreams!” Kyuhyun just laughed as Sungmin willed his hands to straighten up as it won’t stop trembling as he wipes the other’s face, revealing more of its exquisitely perfect imperfect features. He then felt his breath hitch as he reaches Kyuhyun’s perfectly auburn bowed lips, he closed his eyes as images of those lips into his comes flashing into his mind. He unconsciously licks his lips, as he can still taste the other’s minty lips sucking his sweet flavored ones. Together an addictive taste that makes his mind crazy.
He suddenly jerked up when he realize what he’s doing. Great thing Kyuhyun doesn’t have any inkling on his action as the younger just grabbed the towel from him. “Yeah, you missed a spot.”
“Sorry.” Sungmin whispered.
“Now what?” Kyuhyun asked as he looks at Sungmin’s orbs, making Sungmin melt at the gaze, so he immediately close his eyes before he drown in the other’s alluring soul. He focused himself on the line of cosmetics at Kyuhyun’s front, mustering the courage to apply the right cosmetics into Kyuhyun’s face.
After a few grueling minutes that seemed like hours of torture for Sungmin, they were finally finished. Kyuhyun immediately stood up as he grabs the wig and place it on his head as he looks at himself in the mirror. “What do you think?” Kyuhyun muttered, bringing Sungmin back from his dreamy state as he looks at the beautiful guy in front of him.
“You’re amazingl.” Sungmin muttered breathlessly. Kyuhyun looked at him in a way that made his heart beat like crazy. “You’re beautiful okay!” Sungmin then laughed hoping it would lighten the atmosphere.
“Yeah right!” Kyuhyun smiled as he looks at himself at the mirror. A soft knock on the door followed by a familiar voice started to startle Kyuhyun as he ran to Sungmin. “Hyung, am I really pretty??”
Sungmin just smiled as he brush a few strands of Kyuhyun’s hair. “You’re perfect.”
“Thanks.” Kyuhyun smiled as their gazes lock into each others, making Sungmin’s heart stop.
“Now g-go get your prince!” Sungmin immediately broke the uncomfortable yet breathtakingly amazing gaze as he push Kyuhyun towards the door. He then opens the door revealing a dashing Choi Siwon.
He immediately close his eyes, trying to ignore the pain that shoot right trough him as he sees his prince being swept away by his prince into a passionate kiss.
“This love birds! Get a room will you!” The perfect couple immediately broke the kiss as they shyly looks at him.
“Hyung.” Siwon bowed as he notices Sungmin’s presence. “I..”
“You guys better get going! Go!” Sungmin muttered as he pushes the couple outside.
“Thanks hyung.” Kyuhyun murmured.
He just smiled as he sees the two intertwined their hands. Then he saw Kyuhyun smiled at Siwon, as the magnae gaze to the older with so much love.
He tries to let out a smile as he inhales a breath of air, just letting the pain clench his heart. It hurts, of course it still hurts, but as he sees Kyuhyun’s sincere smiles that he’s sure caused by no other than their resident Religous-hottie, he feels an unexplainable happiness mixing in with the pain.
He then chuckles as he remembers Kyuhyun’s words earlier, Siwon is Kyuhyun’s happiness, and Kyuhyun is his happiness, and no matter how it would hurt he’s sure that as long as Kyuhyun’s happy, he’ll be happy.
lol this was supposed to be a happy kyuwon fic , i have no idea how sungmin got in der and made this a a kyumin angst XD
kyumin wont stay out of my system ><
i swear ill try to write dat crossdressing!kyu- won date :D