One of my most common pastimes these days is composing LJ-entries in my head, never to be written. Sometimes factual, sometimes horribly bitter. And then I never write them
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I'm COMPLETELY with abby-sarajane on this one. If I could go there, I totally would.
My art history teacher was talking just the other day about how the majority of great artists suffered from depression. Probably for much the same reasons... people didn't appreciate the work they'd done and refused to give them credit for it. This makes me ashamed that I'm part of this generation of thoughtless people. But always remember the powers of age and treachery, my dear, age and treachery.
I wish there was something more I could do than type supportive words from the other side of the world. Like I said before, honestly, if you need anything at all, just ask.
*hugs* I'm so sorry these things happened to you, and that they had these effects...It makes one wish time could be turned back, so you could tell the assembled bunch of brats to just fuck off before the damage was done.
I detest "self-appointed judges," especially in fandom. Especially when they don't have the courage to tell you who they are and sockpuppet around instead. That kind of cowardly meanness just makes me growly, to say the least.
Let me know if there's anything I can do. At the moment, the main thing I can think of is to give you huge virtual hugs *does so* and be glad that you are getting support and help from family and friends. I hope that your Christmas season is full of joy, love, and light. Take care.
I'll echo Elfie's sentiments, that I hope your Christmas season is somewhat better than things have been recently for you. Depression is HARD. I dealt with a particularly bad bout last year, after I lost my job. I felt similar feelings of trauma, betrayal, and anger, and it paralyzed me for about three months.
Depression is difficult but I'm glad to hear you're getting treatment. I know you don't know me, but I wish you all the best and I'm very sorry it was KH fandom that triggered much of this. I love KH but it sure seems to bring the horrible fans out of the woodwork sometimes. :( I've been reading your journal for the last few months and I'm very sorry you've had to go through all this crap.
I'm so sorry about this....I can't imagine what you're going through, and I would hate to experience it. someone lesser than yourself would probably have folded under the pressure, but you've handled the situation admirably. I pray to God you feel better soon, and since we all have broken spirits, my prayers are with you.
Allt jag kan säga är att jag hoppas att det går bra hos doktorn på återbesöket och att det inte är något allvarligt (blivande utbildad undersköterska här- som naturligtvis blir oroad av nyheterna om dina dåliga värden) Jag tänker på dig och jag hoppas att du får ett låååångt och härligt lov och att du och dina älskade får det lugnt och bra.
Please be safe. Where ever you go and what ever you do. *KRAM till både dig och Chi*
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My art history teacher was talking just the other day about how the majority of great artists suffered from depression. Probably for much the same reasons... people didn't appreciate the work they'd done and refused to give them credit for it. This makes me ashamed that I'm part of this generation of thoughtless people. But always remember the powers of age and treachery, my dear, age and treachery.
I wish there was something more I could do than type supportive words from the other side of the world. Like I said before, honestly, if you need anything at all, just ask.
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I detest "self-appointed judges," especially in fandom. Especially when they don't have the courage to tell you who they are and sockpuppet around instead. That kind of cowardly meanness just makes me growly, to say the least.
Let me know if there's anything I can do. At the moment, the main thing I can think of is to give you huge virtual hugs *does so* and be glad that you are getting support and help from family and friends. I hope that your Christmas season is full of joy, love, and light. Take care.
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Depression is difficult but I'm glad to hear you're getting treatment. I know you don't know me, but I wish you all the best and I'm very sorry it was KH fandom that triggered much of this. I love KH but it sure seems to bring the horrible fans out of the woodwork sometimes. :( I've been reading your journal for the last few months and I'm very sorry you've had to go through all this crap.
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Please be safe. Where ever you go and what ever you do.
*KRAM till både dig och Chi*
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