Did you miss them...?

[silvestris]

I finally, finally got at least one computer of my current two set up so that I can draw. It's been weeks since I was able to do any drawing at all, and it made real frustrated and depressed in the end. But! Now I can draw again! And hopefully I'll be able to do so quite a bit in the near future, despite lots of school work ahead. ^_^;d

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[croaky]

Lovely lighting~

[silvestris]

Thank you. ♥

[morbid_lizard]

OMG I so love angst T_T
Poor Even...and poor Amaru, I can understand how he'd try to find a kindred soul to share his lonely days while Even's away...
Yet...Yet it's so hard not to feel for Even too, since he found out his lover was betraying him...*depressed*

Poor guys...

P.S: I love your doodles of them so much <3!

[silvestris]

Angst is a delicious little thing.
They were both horribly depressed about the whole thing, Even because he felt betrayed and unwanted (really, Aerith is bloody perfect, young, sweet, beautiful... female... How could he possibly compete with that?) and Amaru because he knows he's been an utter idiot of a bastard and that it's really all his fault.
Poor dears. ♥

Thank you so much! I really appreciate hearing that.

[saeru]

I said a whole little thesis about this on your Devart page, but...I really do love it. Really. <3

Also, in reference to your immediately following post...
You bother because you've got a passion for what you do. And shame on anyone who tries to kill creativity just because they've got a different point of view. ...although, I do, honestly, not know what the situation is in this instance.

[silvestris]

And I appreciate it oh so much. Long, in-deptch thoughtful comments are gold. ♥

Just another straw to break my fangirl back; certain people being a pain and then other people being equal pains in my own journal when I vent my frustration about it.
Not something I feel much like going into detail on here on my own LJ, I really only wanted people to know I'm feeling frustrated with the fandom at the moment in case I seem quiet or snappish. :/

[jestereyes]

Awww...those two are so cute ^^.

I love the lighting and Even's expression. You can feel so much emotion through this picture, it's astounding.

By the way, what were you talking about in the post immediately following this one about fandom killing the muses? >.>;

[silvestris]

Thank you. ^_^

Nothing I feel like discussing, really, hence why I disabled comments. Just venting frustration and giving people fair warning I'm getting fed up with the way the fandom works these days. I don't like people being rude, impolite or nicking my ideas all the time, is all.

[hokuton_punch]

Okay, I decided to be tearful about it instead of giggling. ;o; Poor hurt Even and Amaru...

Also, who is being a jerky musekiller? D: I SHALL THINK NASTY THOUGHTS IN THEIR DIRECTION.

[silvestris]

The poor suffering bastards. u.u

Someone who decided my take on Marluxia's somebody was a nifty thing and stole the name for their own. Only the, oh, I dunno, bazillionth time someone nicks part of my story ideas and bunnies, and every time it happens it just makes me want to throw my arms up in disgust and abandon the whole plot.
The fandom has gone more unpleasant than encouraging these days, and I'm frankly getting very tired of it.