to finish this lab report.....I really hope that I can do it...

Friday Five for 03.31.2006 ( Read more... )

Just got back to Stilly from OKC where I have spent the past 12 or so hours working on the equestrian team video. It still sucks but at least it will be done for tomorrow night's banquet. My dilemma however is the fact that I have not studied near enough for my mam phys test tomorrow. It's bothersome that I am going to fail the test tomorrow due to ( Read more... )

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: pita pit
I just can't resist it...the joy of Subway but better!
Literary: Harry Potter I could read and reread them all dayAudiovisual: The Apprentice It's embarassing but something about this show hooks me
Musical: Disney soundtracks I can sing every word to any Disney movie...
Celebrity: Kelly ( Read more... )

No more equestrian...it's over. I lost at regionals...due to shitty draw/shitty riding...so no more conditioning and no more practice. That's the last show of my collegiate career. I am kind of sad but at the same time kind of like wow I did that. My coach was happy with my riding overall. She said she wished she had shown me over fences more ( Read more... )

Friday Five -- March 24, 2006 ( Read more... )

I watched a home video today that really kind of depressed me. I am really scared of nobody ever loving me again. I know I am loved by many people but I mean I am scared that no guy will ever truly be in love with me again. It just doesn't feel possible. I also am scared that I will never be in love again. It never really bothered me before because ( Read more... )

last 6 hours were spent filming for equestrian video....tired....not going to class tomorrow at 7:30AM....just don't want to

so it just hit me. I realize this sudden urge to stay home and watch movies and play world of warcraft all day instead of going to class or doing my homework or studying is not stress, it's not depression, it's just pure laziness. I don't want to do ANYTHING. I didn't even go out last night because I wanted to just stay home and play world of ( Read more... )

back to school....the weather fits my mood...it's funny how last night every muscle in my body began to tense up and this morning I feel like I never had a break and I am completely stressed out.