ok i found out that i still have strong feelings for my friend john..... but he loves maddie not me... i cant ruin him and maddie..... i dunno... last night was well it was amazing ... but ... wow.... im still in love with him.... well i better go... i dunno what to do help!!!!!! meep.....
ok yea i dont kno... im so fuckin tired... and i dont think that john wants to talk to me ne more... o well.... yepperz... well i got to go i have a gaian wedding to plan