Automata: Don't Love Me (Prologue)
Title: Automata: Don’t Love Me
Fandom: Arashi, DBSK/JYJ, Super Junior
Pairing/s: HaeHyuk (Lee Donghae/ Lee Hyukjae), Ohmiya (Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari), YunJae (Jung Yunho/Kim Jaejoong)
Disclaimer: Big emphasis to the word “FICTION!” Don’t own them and no one will aside for their own selves.
Rating: PG-13 (Might go up at certain point)
Genre: AU, Drama/Angst, Fantasy
Chapter - Word Count: Prologue - 639 words
Summary: How can two people love each other when only one of them is entitled to exist to love and be loved?
Author’s Notes: I'm so anxious. TT_TT Just read the author's notes at the end. and also, this is unbeta-ed...
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“Don’t love me
Because I am lost
Because I changed the world,
Because its destiny
because it can't be, we both are like a mirror
and you would be my own reflection
Don't love me
You would be dying
within a war full of regrets.
Don’t love me
To be on the ground,
I want to take off (fly away)
This love deserves to soar through the sky
I don’t know what to say
It’s the truth…”
-No Me Ames (J.Lo ft. Mark Anthony)
It is like rain drops that pour from the sky, it lands and flows. No path, no direction, it’s just an unknown force that are attracted to one another. And when it is gathered as one, it blooms just like a flower. It can be blue, sad and lonely. It can have the color of red like a heart full of anger or it could be just white, like it is just there out of nowhere. But what if like the rain it can only appear for a while, that it will go away as the sun takes its rightful place up in the sky. Will there be a chance for the rain to continue to pour, just like them to live?
Sometime in 1996,
“Ah, yes, probably he’s in his room. Wait here. I’ll get him for you.”
“Arigatou okaa-san…”
The mother smiles to the little boy who have just rang the doorbell of their house. She closes the door for a while and heads to the 2nd floor of their house where her son’s room is located.
“Son?”
But there isn’t a reply. Her heart throbs with worry remembering that her son hasn’t left his room yet. She is sure he is still there but why isn’t he replying.
“Son.” she calls again but there isn’t a reply until she hears noises from her son’s room, making her to run for it. Upon reaching it, she could see a white light coming from the little opening of the door. She opens it wide.
“Son, are you-“
Her sentence is cut by her own gasp after seeing her son…
5 years later,
“I’m not yet done talking to you! Yah!” A father roars, storming to grab his son who is running away but fails to do so when the son immediately locks himself inside the four walls of his room.
“Yah! Open the door!” the father shouts, desperately knocking at the door of his son’s room.
“I hate you appa! I hate you!” the young lad from the other side of the door shouts.
“Yah! Don’t be foolish! Open this door at once!” The father yells as his patience at its limits. He pounds on the door and stops when he hears strange sounds coming from the other side.
“What are you doing?! Open this door!” He panics, trying to open the door of his son’s room but his tries are futile. His eyes widen as he can see red lights coming from inside through the little opening below the door. He runs to grab the keys of the house and immediately runs back, trying his best to open the said door and when he does, he sees a nostalgic sight once again.
(Another) 5 years later,
“His condition is getting worse. I don’t know how much long will he hold. I’m so sorry. For now, all we can do is stay with him until the end.” The doctor said to the wife that is held by the eldest of her two sons. The other son on the other hand is shocked.
“Appa…” the youngest son mumbles. Hearing her mother who finally wails to his older brother, the other son can no longer hold his tears.
He runs outside to hide it. He mustn’t cry now. He must be strong for his mother and older brother. He finally gives up upon reaching a deserted park. He kneels down, hugging his self as he cries his heart out knowing no one is around.
He can feel his heart, throbbing with pain, calling and pleading for his father not to go and leave them.
And then unknown to him a bluish aura emerges from him. And then moments later, he passes out.
But there is someone else in that area, a guy has seen the entire thing that has happened.
Prologue | Chapter 1a -------------------------------------------------
Author’s Notes: Who do you think are they? hehehehe~ Anyways, since the muse has been bothering me for this for so long, I finally decided to release it. I’ve always wanted to put all my OTPs in one fic. I re-written one of my fics since all couples fitted that one plus I just released one chapter from it so it doesn't really reveal much. Yes, it’s a fic meant for a saga fic (four novels with 20 chapter each) but because I manage to finally outline wholly this in my mind (and I hope it doesn't falter), this will be a 15-30 chaptered fic. Although honestly, I still don’t know where this will take me and process/updates might actually be slow for me but I don’t abandon my fics and surely, responses from readers will inspire me. Hope you'll leave constructive criticism. Please and thank you!
If you’re not familiar with some of the fandom, just feel free to ask me. I hope people won’t judge how I distribute parts for each couple because I love each of them equally and so does the fandom but it really depends on the flow of story and the characters that they are portraying that fitted them. It can’t really be avoided if in one chapter, a couple might out-shine the others while in another chapter others will out-shine other couples. But I will try my best to put all the couple parts in every chapter. Hope you’ll enjoy this as much as I enjoy writing this. Though as I’m done in Chapter 1 and already writing chapter two, I could see transition from couples to couples each chapter… but I don’t want to state a finished statement unless I’m sure of it. So we’ll see… Jya…
I’m still thinking too of how I will post this to respected communities since this involves three different fandoms. Some of it has a rule that 80% of in the story must evolved one particular couple of a fandom. So I might only cross-post this with these communinties:
hug______
miracle______
arashirabu
kotobayori
For constant updates, better see my tumblr: mekmek14.tumblr.com or my twitter for fics @6002TheMekmek.
Yoroshiku! Hwaiting!
Fandom: Arashi, DBSK/JYJ, Super Junior
Pairing/s: HaeHyuk (Lee Donghae/ Lee Hyukjae), Ohmiya (Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari), YunJae (Jung Yunho/Kim Jaejoong)
Disclaimer: Big emphasis to the word “FICTION!” Don’t own them and no one will aside for their own selves.
Rating: PG-13 (Might go up at certain point)
Genre: AU, Drama/Angst, Fantasy
Chapter - Word Count: Prologue - 639 words
Summary: How can two people love each other when only one of them is entitled to exist to love and be loved?
Author’s Notes: I'm so anxious. TT_TT Just read the author's notes at the end. and also, this is unbeta-ed...
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“Don’t love me
Because I am lost
Because I changed the world,
Because its destiny
because it can't be, we both are like a mirror
and you would be my own reflection
Don't love me
You would be dying
within a war full of regrets.
Don’t love me
To be on the ground,
I want to take off (fly away)
This love deserves to soar through the sky
I don’t know what to say
It’s the truth…”
-No Me Ames (J.Lo ft. Mark Anthony)
It is like rain drops that pour from the sky, it lands and flows. No path, no direction, it’s just an unknown force that are attracted to one another. And when it is gathered as one, it blooms just like a flower. It can be blue, sad and lonely. It can have the color of red like a heart full of anger or it could be just white, like it is just there out of nowhere. But what if like the rain it can only appear for a while, that it will go away as the sun takes its rightful place up in the sky. Will there be a chance for the rain to continue to pour, just like them to live?
Sometime in 1996,
“Ah, yes, probably he’s in his room. Wait here. I’ll get him for you.”
“Arigatou okaa-san…”
The mother smiles to the little boy who have just rang the doorbell of their house. She closes the door for a while and heads to the 2nd floor of their house where her son’s room is located.
“Son?”
But there isn’t a reply. Her heart throbs with worry remembering that her son hasn’t left his room yet. She is sure he is still there but why isn’t he replying.
“Son.” she calls again but there isn’t a reply until she hears noises from her son’s room, making her to run for it. Upon reaching it, she could see a white light coming from the little opening of the door. She opens it wide.
“Son, are you-“
Her sentence is cut by her own gasp after seeing her son…
5 years later,
“I’m not yet done talking to you! Yah!” A father roars, storming to grab his son who is running away but fails to do so when the son immediately locks himself inside the four walls of his room.
“Yah! Open the door!” the father shouts, desperately knocking at the door of his son’s room.
“I hate you appa! I hate you!” the young lad from the other side of the door shouts.
“Yah! Don’t be foolish! Open this door at once!” The father yells as his patience at its limits. He pounds on the door and stops when he hears strange sounds coming from the other side.
“What are you doing?! Open this door!” He panics, trying to open the door of his son’s room but his tries are futile. His eyes widen as he can see red lights coming from inside through the little opening below the door. He runs to grab the keys of the house and immediately runs back, trying his best to open the said door and when he does, he sees a nostalgic sight once again.
(Another) 5 years later,
“His condition is getting worse. I don’t know how much long will he hold. I’m so sorry. For now, all we can do is stay with him until the end.” The doctor said to the wife that is held by the eldest of her two sons. The other son on the other hand is shocked.
“Appa…” the youngest son mumbles. Hearing her mother who finally wails to his older brother, the other son can no longer hold his tears.
He runs outside to hide it. He mustn’t cry now. He must be strong for his mother and older brother. He finally gives up upon reaching a deserted park. He kneels down, hugging his self as he cries his heart out knowing no one is around.
He can feel his heart, throbbing with pain, calling and pleading for his father not to go and leave them.
And then unknown to him a bluish aura emerges from him. And then moments later, he passes out.
But there is someone else in that area, a guy has seen the entire thing that has happened.
Prologue | Chapter 1a -------------------------------------------------
Author’s Notes: Who do you think are they? hehehehe~ Anyways, since the muse has been bothering me for this for so long, I finally decided to release it. I’ve always wanted to put all my OTPs in one fic. I re-written one of my fics since all couples fitted that one plus I just released one chapter from it so it doesn't really reveal much. Yes, it’s a fic meant for a saga fic (four novels with 20 chapter each) but because I manage to finally outline wholly this in my mind (and I hope it doesn't falter), this will be a 15-30 chaptered fic. Although honestly, I still don’t know where this will take me and process/updates might actually be slow for me but I don’t abandon my fics and surely, responses from readers will inspire me. Hope you'll leave constructive criticism. Please and thank you!
If you’re not familiar with some of the fandom, just feel free to ask me. I hope people won’t judge how I distribute parts for each couple because I love each of them equally and so does the fandom but it really depends on the flow of story and the characters that they are portraying that fitted them. It can’t really be avoided if in one chapter, a couple might out-shine the others while in another chapter others will out-shine other couples. But I will try my best to put all the couple parts in every chapter. Hope you’ll enjoy this as much as I enjoy writing this. Though as I’m done in Chapter 1 and already writing chapter two, I could see transition from couples to couples each chapter… but I don’t want to state a finished statement unless I’m sure of it. So we’ll see… Jya…
I’m still thinking too of how I will post this to respected communities since this involves three different fandoms. Some of it has a rule that 80% of in the story must evolved one particular couple of a fandom. So I might only cross-post this with these communinties:
hug______
miracle______
arashirabu
kotobayori
For constant updates, better see my tumblr: mekmek14.tumblr.com or my twitter for fics @6002TheMekmek.
Yoroshiku! Hwaiting!