I'm going to wrap this up because I have wanted to talk about other things but I keep remembering that I haven't finished this. I made it to Portland. There are strip clubs everywhere. I don't actually go to any of them until my second to last day being there. I spend most of my time there hitting up tourist attractions/traps like Powells Book ( Read more... )

I ended up almost passing out from walking up 10 flights of stairs. Never again with my out of shape ass. I have an online acquaintance that lives in Philly so I asked him for a few suggestions of places I could go to while in his city because my flight was leaving until the afternoon the next day. I also wanted to meet up with him but he ignored ( Read more... )

Well, I decided to go on a vacation to Portland. I ended up meeting up with a long time online friend and her bf. I also met a more recent online friend and I wanted to meet a friend, nay acquaintance that I've known for over five years or so but she wasn't having it. She said it was cool the first time I mentioned it but I followed up with her ( Read more... )

A wave of sadness and loneliness crashed over me last night. I felt it so deeply that my heart was hurting. I wanted/needed to talk to someone about it and express my feelings to but I wasn't really sure who I could turn to and confide in. I ended up texting a friend of mines but she was getting ready to turn in for the night and I just didn't ( Read more... )

I really should be enjoying my life much more than I am at the moment but I'm just terribly hard on myself for living the life that I currently have. I feel that I may have touched on this already which I may have but it deserves repeating because that's how I'm feeling today as I'm sweating in my tiny little messy apartment. I'm glad that the ( Read more... )

If I constantly go back on my plans these weekend wrap ups will be super boring but the intended plans for this past weekend were to head out on Saturday to see Iron Man 3 in 3D then go clothes shopping and on Sunday I wanted to head down to the NYC and hit up the MOMA. I like museums and I will try to attend them more on Sunday unless there is ( Read more... )

Well after I already bought my tickets for my little vacation. I found out that it's going to be Memorial Day Weekend that I'm going to be traveling on. I swore that I picked the weekend before it but I guess not. I have a feeling that my anxiety isn't going to do very well with the crowds of people traveling that weekend. I'm going to have to ( Read more... )

This weekend was rough on me. The more that they get closer and their bond grows stronger is the more that she is on my mind. It doesn't matter how many dates I go on or how many other women I have sex with. She is always in the my mind haunting me. The thing is she isn't the only one that haunts me there is also one other past love that tends to ( Read more... )

I didn't find anything particularly interesting that I would have enjoyed this past weekend in the city so I stayed near by. I didn't really plan on going to the movies because I figured there wasn't anything out I wanted to see. My fucking cell phone decides to go belly up on me. It was time that I got a new phone though because I've had this POS ( Read more... )

Fuck it's Friday and I don't feel like doing shit. My stupid ass cat broke another two sections of my blinds and I'm going to end up having to do some fancy footwork that type tape job until I can go get another set of blinds. I should actually buy two and have a backup one just in case she wants to be a douche and break my blinds attempting to ( Read more... )