Ummmm. So sadly this isn't the best time to tell you, but I can't let you get your hopes up. I don't know that we're going to be able to come. Apparently my car has decided to start to be weird, and I'm afraid I may have to spend my days off getting it fixed. :-( When I finally have the money for it. :-(
But. We were thinking, if you wanted to come visit, I could use my trip money to pay for a bus ticket down. That way we could still get together, you could experience Southeast Missouri (not that there's anything here to experience), and I could still use my days and get the car fixed. I'd still miss out on meeting your family, and that really bums me out, but it's better than nothing.
What do you think? Would it work?
And I'm so so so so sorry things have been going badly. I wish I could come kick your landlord's ass. And fix things. And send you money so you could eat. And not have to walk everywhere. Bastards.
*Sigh* Somehow I knew that something would come up. That is just the way my life is. I understand about the car and everything. Definately no ones fault but the cars. No biggie I guess. I kinda figured something would happen, everytime I do get my hopes up about anything they come crashing down again. Have for as long as I can remember. Thats why I try not to hope.
Can't take you up on the ticket offer, not with as badly as things are going at home right now. I wouldn't feel right leaving them in the midst of all this crap. Especially since something seems to be wrong with Grams and we don't know if it is serious yet. Intense scarey can't move at all stomach cramps on and off for the last week. I'm terrified that it is something serious.
*sad sigh* Sometimes it seems as if we will never meet, and that thought hurts, I was ever looking forward to meeting Jake. *chuckles* Got over most of my reservations about that.
Even if it doesn't work out this summer, my vacation time rolls over in November. And after the first of January, I can take vacation again, and have two weeks, plust extra days and stuff. So we can try again in a few months. Because we're both looking forward to meeting you, too.
And I completely understand about not being able to leave them right now. If things get better, just let me know, and we'll work a ticket out. I hope you guys can figure out what's wrong with Grams, and I hope things go right for once.
We found out part of it. The weakness and fatigue were from lack of meds which was her Dr.s fault for failing to put a refill on her scrip. We got that figured out. No idea about the cramps yet.
As for the other, sounds good to me. And the bus ticket thing I was going to mention today. If things are going better by september I may mention something around then. If not we'll see what happens.
And hey if you come sometime in the beginning of next year I'll be 21 by then anyway.
Kiki smiling through the cramps (seriously need to get the depo)
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But. We were thinking, if you wanted to come visit, I could use my trip money to pay for a bus ticket down. That way we could still get together, you could experience Southeast Missouri (not that there's anything here to experience), and I could still use my days and get the car fixed. I'd still miss out on meeting your family, and that really bums me out, but it's better than nothing.
What do you think? Would it work?
And I'm so so so so sorry things have been going badly. I wish I could come kick your landlord's ass. And fix things. And send you money so you could eat. And not have to walk everywhere. Bastards.
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Can't take you up on the ticket offer, not with as badly as things are going at home right now. I wouldn't feel right leaving them in the midst of all this crap. Especially since something seems to be wrong with Grams and we don't know if it is serious yet. Intense scarey can't move at all stomach cramps on and off for the last week. I'm terrified that it is something serious.
*sad sigh* Sometimes it seems as if we will never meet, and that thought hurts, I was ever looking forward to meeting Jake. *chuckles* Got over most of my reservations about that.
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And I completely understand about not being able to leave them right now. If things get better, just let me know, and we'll work a ticket out. I hope you guys can figure out what's wrong with Grams, and I hope things go right for once.
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As for the other, sounds good to me. And the bus ticket thing I was going to mention today. If things are going better by september I may mention something around then. If not we'll see what happens.
And hey if you come sometime in the beginning of next year I'll be 21 by then anyway.
Kiki
smiling through the cramps (seriously need to get the depo)
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