I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
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 every morning, i have to fight this strong urge to give training a skip and just go back to sleep. lately, i found a reason to drag myself out of bed to actually train when most of my friends are still sleeping. be it in school or at home. i really enjoyed the time with my k4 and the best thing is that we can race together for one last race, not ( Read more... )

 hahaha blackjack is my new sugardaddy. looks like my expenses is taken care of for this week. and my itouch might come early!! (: exciting. i love new year. except that this is more tiring than training. omgx. 

today i really died trying to catch one of my boys during the timetrial. but i just couldn't do it. it just wasn't there, somehow. and i was just thinking, i put all my life into this sport, and i am still so bad at it. seriously time to do something about it. and then there's the national schools line up that has been troubling me. but when we ( Read more... )

i think i have been paddling too much for my own good. its actually a huge pain in the ass. quite literally. too much of anything can make you sick~ and i am so sick of paddling with resistance. its so slowwwww. its making me so tired as well. :/ can't wait for cny though i think it might be quite boring with barely anything planned.

 
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today i went for airshow with my dad! super cool. we walked a really really long way. and found a really quiet beach just next to the grand stand. we were like the only ones there. and we were THIS close to the planes. it looked better than the view from the grandstand! and we didn't spent a single cent. on the way in when we were asking for ( Read more... )

 at dinner, we were just listening to coach's experience with the great white in south africa. it sounds really really beautiful. though it reminds me that i have no holiday plans at all. i want to go overseas. i want to be there with my friends/ my teammates. but whenever we talk about it, there will always be something holding us back. i was just ( Read more... )

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