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[silver_calamity]

[Private]

This I know is selfish, to focus on myself while Kadaj is…

…incapacitated. Why I walked away without challenging him…I can’t help Kadaj if I’m bleeding with bones shattered, and it would be the same if I keep what I feel suppressed from myself.

I can make no contention of ownership to the same degree. Yet I stood by and watched. Even logic

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[nocturncoat]

Thanks.

Envy? Funny... We spend all our time trying to get our hearts back, to be whole... I guess we've kinda forgotten about the bad parts.

[silver_calamity]

Don't mention it.

To be incomplete...is that really so much of a price to pay in exchange for not being able to feel emotions? All they seem to do is get in the way.

[nocturncoat]

Go on like this and you'll find out firsthand. There are good points to having emotions, really... I'm guessing something serious happened, and yeah, sometimes it'd be nice if you could think about stuff without feeling them, but look at it this way: You're giving up the chance to be happy as well as getting rid of sadness. You're losing hope as well as escaping fear.

((OOC: Strikes typed and deleted.))

[silver_calamity]

Hn. Ever perceptive.

That's why I said "almost." I haven't reached that point yet. Won't the bastard be satisfied if I do.

(OOC: "Nocturne" by Nox Arcana just came on iTunes - freakiest coincidence ever. DDD: Strikes illegible.)

[changingvisions]

So, who's this asshole messing with little brother?

[gaz4prez]

Considering what a prick Kadaj is about his power....

probably a REAAALY strong dude.

[silver_calamity]

For once, can you stop involving yourself in matters that don't concern you?

[gaz4prez]

Look, I can't mind my own business anymore than you can stop being a manipulative bastard. It's just the way we are.