Snap me out of it quickly.

You're not supposed to base your happiness on a boyfriend/girlfriend.  We've all been told this by anyone with any sense of independence.  However, don't we all base our happiness on others to one degree or another.  Whether it be a close group of friends, our family, our job, etc.  our happiness seems to hinge upon our ( Read more... )

My co-worker has a top 40 station on and Samantha Mumba just came on......oh Sam, just when I thought there was no way that Time Machine could have gotten any worse....then you made your appearance.

The party tis weekend, in a word, amazing.  A good time had by all.  Mingling, drama-free, perfect amount of game playing and alcohol drinking fun fun ( Read more... )

The mask is in 4 days and counting.  Ack.  I hope people come.  Bizzle just phoned and told me that neither she nor her sister will be in attendance which makes me exceedingly sad.  We're thinking about a punch and beer thing for everyone unless they want to bring something of their own....since the open bar idea sounds a little too expensive given ( Read more... )

It is so muggy in this building that it feels like the air is conspiring to suffocate me in my sleep with it's mustiness.

I'm reading The Bell Jar and it makes me sad that it seems like most great writers are insane.  Does that mean I'm crazy, or untalented?

I have way too much freetime, thus my tan is just this side of perfect and I'm reading ( Read more... )

I really wish that the photo lab was open during the summer.  I have like 82 million negatives I really want to make into prints, but it tis not to be I guess.  Not until school starts again anyway...  I wish I took more pictures.

I have like MAYBE 5 dollars to last me until next Thursday.  I don't know if I can make it.  It's going to be a slim ( Read more... )

All my friends have but gone home for good, some never to return.  This should be cause for sadness but luckily I am keeping myself distracted with the sounds of early nineties girl grunge.  Whatever works I suppose.

I can't wait to get home and see people.  It is like a physical pain that I have to be here all the way until Sunday morning.  But, I ( Read more... )

I have been having possiblely the most kick ass time ever with my new friends that I spontaneously produced out of thin air, and of course I must overanalyze this to the point of making myself want to knock myself unconcious with my prosthetic arm (that's for you Nurge).

Do you ever wonder if you're anyone's secret friend?  You know you have them ( Read more... )

So for all of you who avidly read my journal, I have an update on my stalker story.

The punk boy that I stalk on campus came to our gay table on Day of Silence and wants a tee-shirt.  Meanwhile, picture me in my oversized day of silence teeshirt, my hair doing it's always endearing 'I'm going to look like Napolean Dynomite' thing, and looking ( Read more... )

So I live in Noble now /period/

I'm trying to only write down things that will foster my diminishing positive attitude.

Crap.

I only have one more full week of classes.  In two weeks I can go home for a little while.

I need to be in the photo lab at 8 tomorrow....there's little I can do to turn that into a positive.  Nope....nothing much at all ( Read more... )

I got an e-mail today that they need my size for.....dun dun DUN....summer staff tee-shirts.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I forgot that I would have to wear one.....soooooooo disappointing

Can we make serious plans for this summer.  I reread my entry from last year around this time and I looked at all my plans I wrote down and realized we did like two of ( Read more... )