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[silhouetteofyou]

What exactly have I become? And how do I get back to the warmth of who I was?

Where do I seek out the things I used to want, the wide-eyed ambitions that have slipped from me, and what will I do with them when I've found them?

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[rubberemotion]

now i don't know about all this warmth and ambition and desire and referring to yourself as a "what" you be talkin' bout, i's just a simpleton, but i do know this:

when i lose my keys, i find retracing my steps to be a good starting place. sometimes i look so long i forget what i'm looking for. and then i pause, squeeze my facial muscles tightly together in concentration, remember, drop my jaw, and i keep looking. i ask my roommate if she's seen them. if she hasn't, i turn my room upside down until i find them.

usually they're right where i left them.

and then i have to clean my room.

[anonymous]

Hey Alex.

Gimme a call if need be.

veebes

[lsd803]

Why haven't I seen you? The only thing keeping us apart is the MTA public transportation.

It's your turn to call me.

[nonbellavita]

you know what i will say to this.

Hollering from the bleachers..

[xredletterdayx]

Ah, my dear chicken wing.
Do you understand me now?
Losing sight of your ambitions and of who you were...
It's so easy to do.
I'm recalling a Starbucks conversation where you were giving me so much heat for not knowing what it was I wanted to do with my life because I'd lost sight after 2 years of hectic university.
I think, in my humble opinion, you're starting to understand where I was coming from.
And so, if this be, you will soon find the warmth of who you were and re-discover the heart of your ambitions. When faced with them, you must decide if they're still your passion and if so, my love... Trudge on.