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"Forever only lasts as long as you're willing to make it. One can survive, even in death, if they so will it. In saying this to you, I am essentially handing you the key to your survival, here, you see."
"I don't understand."
"Of course you don't. You couldn't. You've not yet died, even. You shouldn't even be here."
"I've not yet lived."
"So you keep ( Read more... )
"I don't understand."
"Of course you don't. You couldn't. You've not yet died, even. You shouldn't even be here."
"I've not yet lived."
"So you keep ( Read more... )
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I can't stop crying. I've thrown up seven times in the past twenty-four hours - don't ask me how, as all I've been able to consume is water. I haven't slept.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for being distant lately and being preoccupied with work and throwing the responsibilities of a relationship on your head when they should be on the heads of all parties involved.
I know I've been difficult lately, but it's got little to nothing to do with you (the only aspect of it having to do with you is the pain-in-the-ass distance factor, which leaves me pretty damn grumpy sometimes).
Yeah, we are living our lives without each other, but right now, I don't see any other option. I can't afford to move away . . . and even if I could, I'm not sure I could take being far from my mother, with my grandmother ailing. It's a ( ... )
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I'm going to attempt to get some sleep, because I'm driving out there tomorrow and it's probably not a good idea to do that on 3 hours of rest in 3 days.
You not talking to me online is only making me want to come out and talk to you face-to-face even more. You haven't given me reason not to, only given me more reason to do so.
If you want to talk before I leave in the morning, send me a text message and I'll come online; I have the phone's ringer on so it will wake me.
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