Comments | sidewayslove: Though the story never ends.

sidewayslove

Though the story never ends.

May 25, 2005 18:27

This post is a long time coming. I'll say that, before I say anything else. Some of you know almost everything I'm going to say, others are just going to find out. Either way, I hope you read every word of it -- I can't force you to, but I can hope, right?

( My story, before January 8th, 2005 )

Comments 38

luckistarz14 May 25 2005, 22:39:49 UTC

This was a really interesting post. I absolutely never thought you were bragging about beings friends/whatever with Kelly, but I think it's really... I don't know, I guess "cool" describes it, to know exactly how you feel about it.

Being close to someone isn't talking a lot, it's being on a level of comfort that feels right to both people involved.

I really like that.

sidewayslove May 25 2005, 22:52:46 UTC

Some people think that I say things just to make myself look better than them, and so, I just wanted to set the record straight. I wanted you guys to know how I feel towards the "situation."

Thanks, Jen. ♥

thegirlin14g May 25 2005, 22:56:08 UTC

I love you. I can't really say anything that I haven't already said to you, but you know that I understand on some level all of this. I'm glad you have what you have with Kelly, it makes me feel good and like there is some hope in the world even if we can't find it sometimes. ♥

sidewayslove May 25 2005, 22:59:11 UTC

♥ Thank you, Kimmie. I can't wait until you finally get to meet Kelly, I really can't.

thegirlin14g May 25 2005, 23:13:06 UTC

I can't wait either. You've made it already comfortable for me, and I already know that I'll be okay around her, thanks to you. ♥

livefortoday May 25 2005, 23:15:41 UTC

I really don't know what to say, but that was a great post. I'm so glad that the Nederlander and Kelly make you so happy, because I really like it when my friends are happy.

I've never thought you acted "better" than anyone, and especially with your relationship with Kelly. Your relationship with Kelly is something really unique - I can't explain it, but when you talk about her, it's like you talk about your best friend down the street.

♥

sidewayslove May 26 2005, 04:45:25 UTC

♥ Thank you, Elle. I guess you're right, I don't talk about her like she's a huge celebrity or anything. I do talk about her like she's just dumb stupid Kelly, heh. Much love, sweetie, much love.

diva317 May 25 2005, 23:18:34 UTC

That was nice, Heather....Kelly is still very sick...she has not been in since last Friday. Just an FYI...here's hoping she gets better!
-Melissa

sidewayslove May 26 2005, 04:46:22 UTC

Thanks, love. Yeah, I know. She told me not to blame myself for the illness on Saturday though, heh. Poor girl! She better get well soon!

aprilbegins May 25 2005, 23:43:29 UTC

I do admit that I feel you have a tendency to sound like you're bragging about people who I may not even recognize. But it's becoming clearer that you don't mean to.

Now then, question.. how do you pronounce her last name? In my head it's KAR-bahz..

anthony May 26 2005, 01:41:34 UTC

It's like Carwash with a B. That's what Heather told me. hehe. :P

sidewayslove May 26 2005, 04:47:40 UTC

Exactly. Thank you for being honest about that, though. I don't mean to, but I know it does happen.

And like Anth said, it's "Carwash with a B," which is the example Kelly gave me herself. :)