Please help me out of hell... why is he visiting?

[sickofsinfulnes]

have been having horrible dreams. I am not unhappy, what's happening

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Hey:)

[rockgoddess85]

I'm Happy for you, that you and Steven are getting closer, but I feel like you and I are getting further. I feel like the ONLY time you wanna hang out with me is when you have nothing else to do. I have NO IDEA whats going on in your life because we barley talk anymore. Ever since my party I havent seen you but only spoken to each other about 3 times on the phone, Maybe Less. Just think about it Mare, because it kills me that I dont get to see my oldest BESTFRIEND anymore.
Love Ashee

Re: Hey:)

[sickofsinfulnes]

I am really sorry that you feel this way, unfortunatly, I beg to differ. I call you almost everyday after school which is 3 days a week and we chat for a few. I haven't stayed over b/c the smoke honestly bothers me, and when I don't have school, I have work early and I just want my own bed. Don't be mad b/c me and Steve are close, b/c that is mean. I never had a best guy friend b4 except Brian. It makes me happy. He listens to every word I say. No offense to you, but honestly I can't talk much to you about small stuff b/c you have lots of your own problems and you either interrupt me or have ur own problem you want to talk about. It'sbeen this way for a while. And also, there is so much going on in both our lives. Changes and such. We were never the type for years now who saw each other everday and whatnot. I thought we new this? I don't know what else to say. You're definitly my sister, but this doesn't mean that I can make you the end all be all, of my friendly world. That is crap about me only hanging with you when I have nothing

Re: Hey:)

[sickofsinfulnes]

I am really sorry that you feel this way, unfortunatly, I beg to differ. I call you almost everyday after school which is 3 days a week and we chat for a few. I haven't stayed over b/c the smoke honestly bothers me, and when I don't have school, I have work early and I just want my own bed. Don't be mad b/c me and Steve are close, b/c that is mean. I never had a best guy friend b4 except Brian. It makes me happy. He listens to every word I say. No offense to you, but honestly I can't talk much to you about small stuff b/c you have lots of your own problems and you either interrupt me or have ur own problem you want to talk about. It'sbeen this way for a while. And also, there is so much going on in both our lives. Changes and such. We were never the type for years now who saw each other everday and whatnot. I thought we new this? I don't know what else to say. You're definitly my sister, but this doesn't mean that I can make you the end all be all, of my friendly world. That is crap about me only hanging with you when I have nothing

Re: Hey:)

[rockgoddess85]

Hey,

I'm sorry. I really don't know what got in to me when I wrote that post, because it's not true, not true at all. I was being stupid very stupid because it's not true.